Dream

Fear

Accepting depression is like a downpour with a sunny sky
For God is not blank and white, but an equal rainbow of all colors
It is the fear of having fear that is keeping us afraid
Fear is fear and fear is depression
Sadness and anxiety are conjoined
Like a fear of insects intertwined with our disgust
The fear came in with a gust
Who on earth can I trust?
Wondering, pondering why black overtakes pink and pink is a girl's color
It's society, homemade society, but my heart was wrenched at home
I don't know if I was born like this
Three quarters I'm an angel, the last bit I'm like Lucifer
Once great, perverted and thrown to the depths
But I shouldn't put my young self up on a pedestal so much
I was good for the first couple years, but then I was made of a bloody fire
I guess I'm not special, every few people seem to be this way
Last year I almost lost my imagination and my talk
I let the fear overtake me
But in a couple days I was back
Nothing to do but sit back, relax and attack