please (thirty three)

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"SEBASTIAN LET ME GO! I NEED TO SEE HER! PLEASE!" I yelled desperately trying to get to Hazel's room.

He was holding me back because I'm 'too worked up' pfft, bullshit.

Eventually I had fallen to the floor again, not out of fear or sadness but purely out of misery and exhaustion.

"please.." I mumbled starting to tear up again.

"You have to be calm" Sebastian said helping me stand up, I nodded and took a deep breath before letting the nurse guide me to her room.

I don't understand how they can be so calm right now.

The person I want to protect, the light of my life was just shot, how the hell can they be so calm?!

Wait...

I love her...

Oh my god, I love her...

When I saw her, she was hooked up to so many wires it was ridiculous.

I wanna cry again.

She's not awake yet.

I let the tears fall and Sebastian gave me a pitiful look.

I went to go and hold her hand and she was ice cold.

I ignored it and focused on the beeping of the heart monitor.

Beep..beep..beep..bee-

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