"SEBASTIAN LET ME GO! I NEED TO SEE HER! PLEASE!" I yelled desperately trying to get to Hazel's room.
He was holding me back because I'm 'too worked up' pfft, bullshit.
Eventually I had fallen to the floor again, not out of fear or sadness but purely out of misery and exhaustion.
"please.." I mumbled starting to tear up again.
"You have to be calm" Sebastian said helping me stand up, I nodded and took a deep breath before letting the nurse guide me to her room.
I don't understand how they can be so calm right now.
The person I want to protect, the light of my life was just shot, how the hell can they be so calm?!
Wait...
I love her...
Oh my god, I love her...
When I saw her, she was hooked up to so many wires it was ridiculous.
I wanna cry again.
She's not awake yet.
I let the tears fall and Sebastian gave me a pitiful look.
I went to go and hold her hand and she was ice cold.
I ignored it and focused on the beeping of the heart monitor.
Beep..beep..beep..bee-