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Lost.

I woke up to the sun peeking through the light. I rubbed my eyes, as I rolled out of bed. Me and Jacob are going out to breakfast with Lesley and Roc. I did my hygiene things and put on a white crop top, and light washed jeans, with my red chucks. I slipped on some gold jewelry to top everything off. I put my hair into a bun and a red bow. I texted Jacob as I made my way to IHOP. I went and sat on in the booth and waited for everyone. As I waited I seen Zonnique and Bahja making their way to a table that was two booths behind us. Soon everyone arrived, and we ordered as soon as we could.

"Hey chick, I haven't spoken to ya since prom" Lesley said.

" Says the girl who phone is turned off, cause her Mother found out she was a freak." I joked, everybody busted out laughing.

" Man she is, this woman tried to stick her fingers up my ass" Roc said.

She scowled at him.

" Don't tell my buisness" she yelled.

"Okay, Female Hulk" Roc said putting his hands up in surrender.

She rolled her eyes. She soon began squirming around in her chair,and giggling. She let out a small moan and covered her mouth looking embarrassed.

No

Don't tell me these too are actually doing this under the table.

Roc was fingering Lesley !

" What the fuck yo" Jacob whispered yelled.

" Sorry, I didn't ask for Him to do that" Lesley said.

I chuckled as she shivered while Roc whispered in her ear. These two as some nasty ass kids.

" Nasty, Just nasty" Jacob he said disgusted. All I could do was laugh.

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We Are just now leaving from IHOP and it's 4;00 I just want to chill with Jacob today. We laid down watching movies, and munching on a whole bunch of snacks.

DING DONG

I Ran to get the door, as Mother and Father's Assistant stood there looking saddened.

" Hey Becka"

" Hey Nadia " she said whispered.

" Is there something I need to know ?" I asked.

" Uhm, Your- Uhm , Mother and Father Uhm died in a plane wreck on there way to Tahiti" she said looking down.

" Am I being punked ?" I asked looking for camera's.

She sighed and shook her head no.

"NO ! ... NO,NO,NO, this can't happen , I was just on FaceTime with them last night" I cried.

" I'm sorry for your lost Nadia" she said walking off.

I immediately dropped on my knees, crying my eyes. Jacob picked me bridal style as I put snuggled my face against his bare chest crying. " I heard everything, Just know I'm here for you Nadia" he whispered. I just cried and cried all day while Jacob comforted me by cuddling with me telling everything's gonna be alright.

Seconds turned into minutes,minutes turned into hours,and hours turned into days, as days turned into weeks.

It's been two weeks since my parents death, and Jacob has been here more than ever, He had been the comfort that I needed. My stomach growled. But I just never had the appetite to eat. My parents death has been eating me up mentally. I can't seem to get the fact that there's nothing I can do to bring them back. I didn't even bother, to go the funeral. I have been trapping myself in this room to this very day, sobbing, crying, praying that they could come back and say it was just a joke ! but they are dead and gone. People say I should be happy cause they left me 17 billion dollars, including the 5 million they left before they left. But it isn't about the money, it's more than that and I wish people could see that, and step in my shoes, and see my feelings,see what I see, but they can't so fuck all their opinions cause they don't know what I'm going through.

I'm now laying in bed staring at the ceiling, just letting my thoughts take me away. Jacob Busted through the room.

" Go away !" I groaned

He just ignored me and walk to my curtains, opening them causing me to squint my eyes. I felt as if I being blinded. My eyes hurt. I groaned.

" You are going to get out of this house today missy." Jacob said trying to sound demanding.

I pulled the covers over my head and he pulled them off my body.I wore one of his shirts, and my lace panties that caused him to have a erection.

" Get dressed, and brush your teeth, cause yo breath stannnnnnkkkk." He said.

I cracked a smile, I got up and walked into the bathroom brushing my teeth and hopping in the shower. As I washed up I felt a pair arms wrap around my waist. I jumped and turned to see Jacob. I sighed in relief and turned back towards the shower. He kissed my neck, entered is two fingers inside of me. I wasn't in the mood but I hadn't had any sex in a minute and Im really craving it. I moaned and tilted my head back in pleasure, as I closed my eyes. He stopped and took a minute to do something, then he soon entered his hard member , and hit it from the back. I moaned, hearing his grunts as I held on to the shower railing. He came, and slid out taking off the condom. I stood in the water, as he washed my body from head to toe. I washed his too.

~

We pulled up to Mona's Cupcake Palace.I absolutely love this place. My mother used to always take me here. I started to get emotional but I sucked it up and planned on enjoying today.

I ordered a red velvet delight, something my mom would always get. As Jacob ordered a Creamy Oreo treat.

We sat and ate in silence.

" So uhm, how are you holding up " he asked.

"I'm getting there, I just need to get over it" I said dazing off.

" Look Nadia , I want you to know that I'm here for no matter what, I want to comfort you as you go through this time. I want you to be yourself, and get over it. You can't bring them back, I wish you could so I won't see those beautiful eyes of yours puff up. I know your going through a rough time, but I'm trying my best to help you every way possible. It's effecting me badly to see you crying all day about something you can't fix, so I want you to move on ,I'm pretty sure they are watching you, and don't want their daughter grieving horribly cause of their death. They want you to cherish the moments you had with them. They may not be there with you physically but they are always in your heart" he said sincerely.

I nodded. Taking a Deep breathe, and taking in everything he said. I'm going to do that and finally let go,and stop grieving.I can't keep crying.

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Jacob dropped me off, and went to take care of some business as he would say. I laid out on the bed. The door bell suddenly rang. I sighed before going to open it.

" Hi Nadia Bolton." a Caucasian woman said.

" Hello " I said dryly.

" May I come in " she asked

" Uhm who are you ?" I asked

" Oh I'm a social worker, and you just lost your parents, and your 16 right? " I nodded in verification.

" Well since your not legal of age yet you have to go to a Foster Home." she said.

" I'm not going " I yelled.

" That's not up to you, it's up to the court of law." she stopped " so either you go to a foster home, or work at Community Service place until you are 22 " she said.

" Uhm I'll sleep on it " I said.

" I need an answer by tomorrow,at 3:00 on the dot." I nodded and slammed the door. Why does this have to happen to me. I mean I have enough money to help me survive, an pay the mortgage, and water bill and stuff. Fuck my life right now I'm tired , what did I every do to deserve this. I know I pushed Jonathan in the lake knowing he can't swim, but don't punish me, I said I was sorry. I couldn't even sleep. I called Jacob and told him what happened , and he is on his way. I just need someone to comfort me, cuddle with.

I put on one of Jacobs shirt, and left my undies on. Jacob soon came and laid with me, and snuggled, and cuddled, watching tv. I just wish I had moments like this more often.