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Uncertainity

the days i shuffle

between not knowing

what i'm feeling

and feeling sad,

i brighten them with

characters,

in movies, television series,

i live life through their eyes,

feel pain, sadness, love and happiness,

through their stories.

i fall in love when she

falls in love

and my heart races

when he holds her face

and kisses her.

the days i shuffle

between not knowing

what i'm feeling

and feeling sad,

i remind myself not to

fall too deep in love

with him

he's fictional , my mind says

but then i remember,

i fell in love with you,

i remember how special it felt,

for a while

but for the life of me,

i can't,

i can't remember,

if you

were fictional or real.