The Lost Truth

chapter 31

Taehyung's POV

What do you go when you're heart beats fast at a thought?
When you can't control it and all you want to do is stop it from beating so fast.
Every day walking up that stage performing to our fans, but my heart burning that maybe Y/N could be watching and I would need to do my best.
When time came Jimin left for the last bit before he would join us back in the Seoul concert because he was unsteady.
I'll see you tomorrow Jimin at our final concert of the tour.
I came back too because I didn't think my heart could take another day of beating without taking me into thought.
When I came back I saw Jimin walking himself to Y/N's house.
I stood a bit away from the house.
He stood there a good while running his hands through his hair until I could hear him take a deep breath and knock on the door.
I got myself a bit longer then his words pierced my heart.
"I love you"- Jimin
He knows I love Y/N, yet he tells her he loves her.
Jimin you were my friend.
I didn't know friends betrayed each other.
Jimin, if we were friends at least you would have told me.
Now I know we aren't friends.
I walked back home even though tears were ready to stain my vision.
I sat at the couch crying to myself. When you're late,  you're late.
Now I realize I should have admitted it to her.
I brace for tomorrow as I know Y/N will be there.
I don't know if I can control myself. I don't know if I can manage to do the show without tears.

"Taehyung you are my best friend forever"- Y/N

"We'll meet once more"- Taehyung

Dear Taehyung,
I don't know if you will ever remember this book.
I don't know if you'll remember I owned this.
Taehyung, we are friends, but now I'm leaving. I'll have to say bye.
I hope we'll meet again.
Maybe you won't see this.
Maybe it's only in my dreams that you will, but produce your dreams.
Become the artist you want to be and be more.
Make fans happy, and once you do I know we can meet.
I'll see you standing on that stage.
Then we can meet once more in spring.

I cried more remembering I read everything in her notebook.
All her deepest secrets.
Y/N I know everything.
I know everything until you lost your memory then you forgot everything.
You forgot me.
I'm sorry to keep everything a secret from you, but it was for you.
Now that I have fallen for you, I can't focus with your beauty. I can't stop my heart beating because I love you.
Now I'll face you tomorrow.
Accept me as you're friend even when you already accepted Jimin as the person to love. 
Just let me stay by your side.
I still had tears staining my eyes as they wouldn't stop falling.
I was still crying when the door was opened I tried drying up my tears, but they wouldn't.
"Taehyung, why are you crying?"- Jimin
Jimin ran up to me after he said that as he looked at me worried.
"It's nothing I'll be fine. We should get ready to pick up the rest of the member's at the airport they're arriving in 20 minutes."- Taehyung
"You're right, let's go, but how are we picking all them up?"- Jimin
"Y/N had agreed she would pick them up when Suga called her before the flight so I guess we can just go with her"- Taehyung
"Oh, okay let's walk to her house then"- Jimin
Jimin was stuttering the words out his mouth, I didn't know why, but he was.
We spent our time walking to her house, but Jimin seemed nervous as hell.
I went up to knock the door.
"Taehyung"- Y/N
Her voice seemed like it was cracking and tears seemed to be in her eyes.
"Hey"- Taehyung
"Taehyung, what are you doing here?"- Y/N
"You agreed to pick up the rest of us and we were wondering if you could bring us too?"- Taehyung
"Us?"- Y/N
"Yeah, me and Jimin"- Taehyung
"Oh yeah, I was going there just now. Let me just grab my keys"- Y/N
She went inside and grabbed her keys.
She opened the door to the bigger car she owned that I guess we should all be able to fit in.
"You guys should all fit, but with the luggage it might be a bit cramped."- Y/N
"I call shotgun"- Taehyung
Jimin got in the back of Y/N's seat.
We started the drive to the airport.
It was quiet at first not awkward though.
She had music playing, but this was the first time I see her that she's not fully hyped and ready to start a party. She was emotionless. I had an idea, I grabbed her phone that was connected.
I started searching up some music.
I started of with 'shoot me' from day6.
I turned up the volume as loud as I could without it being deafening.
I starting singing, but Y/N was still hard as stone.
After the song ended I put on 'ring ding dong' by shinee.
If this doesn't get here she officially wasn't the person I first met when I was one years old.
I saw that slight smile on her face when I was singing along.
That's when I finally got to her.
"RING DING DONG"- All of us.
I know this is one of her favorite songs in the world and know one could stop her from singing it.
Once the song ended I put on 'bang bang bang' I bet you know who this is by, but just in case it's by bigbang.
It was just a bit loud(by that I mean it's loud as I'll never be able to hear again)
It went on like this until we arrived to the airport.
Me and Jimin put on our masks and Y/N did too.
She accompanied us inside as we waited to see everyone.
Everything was going fine and I was glad ARMY wasn't there to recognize me and Jimin.
I thought everything was fine until someone screamed.
"KIM TAEHYUNG IS WITH A GIRL!"- ??

A/N
sorry for the wait I'm trying to update, but yet again I also have school and sometimes I just don't feel like I can write.
This book is coming to an end even if I hate to admit it.
Four chapters left (I think).
Also just to let everyone know there will not be a sequel.
I repeat there will not be a sequel.