Save Me (XXXTENTACION Love Story)

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Thank tyniahwilliamson she forced me to update...

What's y'all favorite song by Jah?🤔 I love literally all of them but 'I don't wanna do this anymore' and 'Snow' is my favorites ❤️

Y'all should listen to My love by Sia...that shit get me in my feels 😭💔 she wrote it for a Ex that passed away and it reminds me so much of Jahseh...check it out and tell me what you think...⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️

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Saturday morning 11:15 am

Liah pov

I walked in the bedroom and saw Jahseh laying on his stomach, he was still sleep. I groaned and grabbed a pillow throwing it on him. He mumbled something before turning around.

"Wake up Jah"I hit him again with the pillow

"Leave me alone Liah"He mumbled

"I want you to get uppp"

He turned around and looked at me confused "For what? So we can play?"he joked

"....Yeah"I giggled

"Oh I'll play with you alright...keep fucking with me Liah"he turned around back on his stomach and hugged the pillow

I hopped on his back "WAKE UP!"I gripped his dreads and pulled it back

I laughed as he quickly flipped us over so he was between my legs. He started to give me rough kisses on my lips.

"Jahseh...stop-"

"You wanted me to wake up, I'm up now"He pulled off my shorts and threw them on the floor.

"I came up here to wake you up not have sex"

"Well you woke up the dagger too"

I felt his hard dick on my private as he started kissing my chest "Wait a second...Jahseh?"

"Hm?" He continued kissing me down to my stomach

"D-Did you pull out last night?" I asked

He stopped looked at me with a guilty expression " Did you?" I asked

He slowly shook his head no

"Oh my fucking god"I groaned pushing him off me, I grabbed my shorts and put them back on

"Look I'm sorry okay? I couldn't help it I was caught up in the moment"he said running his hands through his gray dreads

"Caught up in the moment? Really Jahseh?!"I said annoyed, I went in the closet and grabbed my jacket

"Where you going?"he asked

"To the nearest pharmacy"

"Why?"He asked confused

"For plan B pills"I zipped my jacket

He chuckled "I get it...you don't wanna risk having a baby by a psycho nigga like me right?"

I strunched my eyebrows "what are you talking about?"

"Never mind just do what the fuck you gotta do"He got out the bed and headed downstairs

I shook my head and put on my shoes, I headed downstairs also.Jahseh wasn't in the living room so he had to be in the kitchen. Ayleks was sitting on the couch with Trippie...I'm guessing he came this morning.

"Ayleks I need you to drive me to the nearest pharmacy now"

"Uhh okayy"She grabbed her keys off the coffee table and followed me outside

"The fuck you need to go to the pharmacy for?"

We got in the car and she stared at me for a explanation "Jahseh...didn't pull out"

Her eyes widened "Oh shit"

"Yeah I know right"I sighed sitting back

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[Skipping the car ride their now back at Ayleks house.]

I walked into the house and went straight into the kitchen.I grabbed a water bottle and walked upstairs to the bathroom.

I opened the the plan b pills and got one out, just when I was about to put it in my mouth...I looked in the mirror and saw Jahseh behind me.

I slowly put the pill in my mouth and and opened the water bottle.

I quickly swallowed the pill with a sip of water. I looked back at Jahseh and he was walking back into the room.

"Jah..."

He sat on the bed and looked at me "I understand that your not ready to have a child but...someday I want you to be the mother of my kids"he admitted

It was kinda of a weird situation for me, we never talked about having kids before.

I nodded "Someday"

He pulled me into a hug and squeezed my waist. "I love you LiLi...I literally don't know what I would do without you"his voice cracked a little

I smirked "I love you too Jah"