I hate crushes

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I have several crushes and every time I get jealous I hate myself,

I associate negative feelings really badly so if I'm angry and yell at someone I almost immediately feel bad and want to cry for no reason. I think of jealousy the same way, I feel guilty for no reason even though I know it's perfectly normal. Anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk and because I feel this way almost all my crushes are on hold right now.

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