i stopped writing due to lack of motivation for this story, since i wrote it from 2018! thank you to anyone who reads, i really do appreciate it! also, don't take the ariana grande thing to serious, ik she doesn't involve herself with rappers like w...
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𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐀'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
lately i've been under the weather, a lil bit stressed — my anxiety is taking over & with not seeing isaiah for a while doesn't help the one time i needed him the most, he had to be in chicago
meanwhile i'm in our miami apartment, alone watching hulu until i hear the doorbell ring, i open it up and i see isaiah, holding balloons, roses and chocolates 🤍
" isaiah! " my heart jumps with joy, " what are you doing here ? i thought you had the show to do in chicago! "
" it got canceled, so i made my way back to miami. "
the two of us haven't been together in our house since he's working on ethernet consistently and i'm working on ag4
" i know when my ari is stressing. " he kisses my forehead, " also i know when she plays oldies it's because she feels a bit blue and tells herself to smile it off. but when i'm here, i don't want you to feel like that. you can always show your real emotions to me, i'll cry with you what the fuck. but i got you a balloon that we can deflate to talk as a chipmunks, vegan chocolates, preferably the ones with nuts, and some beautiful roses for you. " isaiah set everything on the table
i actually start to tear up, i couldn't handle it
" why are you crying? " he comforts me into a hug
" you— " i was crying so hard i couldn't even talk, " thank you isaiah, i love you and appreciate you so much for even being here. "
" i love you too beautiful, take a deep breath okay. "
once i calmed down, i place the roses in water as izzy starts to eat my chocolates before wrapping his arms around me.
" you know i love you right. "
" yes. "
" i still can't believe how long we've been together for. " he smiles
" believe it bubba, " i kissed his cheek " how about we go out? "
" wait what — you and me go outside?"
" i know we don't go out often and we love to stay in but maybe we can start a change. " i sigh
" i know but i'd rather spend some time with you before i go back, also you're under the weather. i don't want you to feel sad in public, i know you would rather be more comfortable with being inside. also because i already ordered the food."
i love him, i felt like leaving the house but he was right. i much rather be at home in my own place to cry or whatever. him & i usually stayed local, nothing fancy and nothing too new. usual home cooked meals to try to make him eat, plenty of tv series and movie runs also a lot of random karaoke times, art contest, trying to film youtube videos but failing because one thing goes wrong. we had fun just with each other inside.
" i just love spending time alone with you. " i kissed his cheeks before heading to the bathroom
when i came back to the living room, isaiah displayed the food on our table as the tv has 10 things i hate about you menu on with candles burning on the side.
" there's no place i'd rather be than here. " i blushed
" i got our favorite movie plus thai food and vegan chocolate strawberries. " he smiled
i ran into his arms, feeling at home.
" this is my where my heart is. " he hugged me, " you and me have gone through so much bad, we need some good. maybe after we can run a bath? i got new bath bombs from lush and a matching bubble soap to match , and we can listen to oldies as... "
i started to cry even more, he knew how to make me feel good.
" why are you crying baby? "
" i love you, I ain't even think of leaving sometimes"
" I ain't even think of letting go " he finished my song
" ok, i'm sorry i'm just emotional right now. i love you, but can we please start watching!" i smiled
" i love you more. " isaiah smiled
the two of us dug into the pad thai & exchanging strawberries but watching the movie in awe.
after we were done feeling bloated, we ran up the bath tub with the essentials isaiah bought. and yeah a couple bath, as in isaiah going inside with me? he's so different than what people would imagine. they will never know my man. being here with him, i ain't ever letting go.
la, la, la, la, la, la, la not even sometimes not even sometimes la, la, la, la, la, la, la la, la, la, la, la, la, la
