Catcher of Scratched Memories

Threats of Affections

Middle of chaotic mind, what memories to be engrave. Mayhap it's already ruined but I will still continue to write.

Afraid of everything, to love and to be loved again. I was being dumb, broke and felt useless in this world. An ecstasy that turns to illegally drug. Till I don't know who really I am at last.

 You come in my life, everything has changed, because you change me. 

I accepted that I should love myself rather that anyone else. 

 The time that our closeness becomes deeper I realized I'm falling for you. Its comes to the time I really need to choose, MYSELF OR YOU? 

I don't want to be miserable again, I drive you away from me because I'm afraid that one day it would be so much dejected again. But, I decided – YOU. 

Time runs so fast. I didn't expect that our feeling and closeness turns into this. From a call turns to eye to eye contact, to the blind words and uncertain hugs where everyone is with us – WE TAKE THE RISKS.