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7

Ashley was tied to the same chair I was. "So you joined a gang huh? I never thought you were cool enough." Ashley says as soon as we get down there. "Did you kick me on purpose?" I ask ignoring her remark and she nods. "Obviously. Too bad it was only your arm. I don't let you even come near me, I'll kill you first." She says and I nod. "Fair enough. Do it then." I say, and I suddenly felt in power and it felt kinda good. I didn't wanna hurt her but after all the years of her hurting and humiliating me, it felt good to have the upper hand in a situation including her. "Wait till I get out of this chair, you dyke." She spits and I glare at her.

"Homophobia is the lowest of the low." I state narrowing my eyes at her. "I don't wanna hurt you. In fact I felt so fucking bad that they involved you and you're gonna still, treat me like trash? Predictable." I say and she snorts. "Not like y'all will actually kill me." She says and my face drops as I remember the book. "Believe me when I say they will.." I say uneasily and she rolls her eyes. "I got that knife out of your hand in .2 seconds. I'm not afraid of you." She says and I step back but Urie grabs my shoulder and holds me there.

"Don't let her intimidate you okay? You're in charge of her. Not the other way around. She's tied to the chair. She pisses you off? Hit her." Urie says firmly. "Hit me lesbo." Ashley cackles and I thought back to when I kissed Cassie in my room. "I'm straight so that doesn't affect me you know." I say and she raises her eyebrows. "I don't know about you but I don't just go around kissing my best friends." She says and I glare at her. "How the fuck do you know that?" I say and she smirks.

"Doesn't matter, all you need to know is that I know you and her kiss all the time and than run around acting as if that doesn't mean anything." She says and I clench my fists. "Tell me how you know or else I'll do what Urie told me to, and I'll do it in a heartbeat." I threaten and she laughs. "Piersons party. You were making out in the hallway." She says while laughing. "And I told everyone." She says again and I slapped her. So hard her face swung harshly to the side and I look at her with wide eyes. I did not just do that. Oh god.

I look at my hand and than back at her. She started to cry and I step back, and I wanted to apologize but I know that would get Urie mad. "Good, don't feel bad. Anytime you feel bad remember all the bullshit that bitch put you through. Think about all the shit that she's still continuing to give you right now." Urie says. "All the shit she deserved." Ashley says harshly and Urie steps forward. "You keep your fucking mouth shut you hear?! Or I'll kill you myself." He says loudly and she flinched. "B-Urie don't." I say and Brendon clenches his jaw.

"B Urie? Hmm, Brandon? Brian?" Ashley smirks and I have to save my ass before I get on Brendons bad side again. I get in her face and harshly grab her face with one hand so that she's looking at me. "It's Urie to you. You keep it up and I'll hurt you so bad you'll never wanna look at me again." I say and her eyes widen. I feel so bad, this doesn't feel right. I need them to trust me though. "You..you don't scare me." She says and I tighten my grip on her face and she whimpers, squeezing her eyes shut.

"Don't disrespect him or anyone else here again you here?" I say and she fucking spit in my face. First instinct was to swing and that's exactly what I did, and hurriedly lift my shirt up to wipe my face off. "Bitch!" I scream and kick her in the shoulder causing the chair to fly backwards. She screamed and started sobbing again and I immediately felt bad and look at Urie with wide eyes. I hate that I act out impulsively. "Good girl." He says while nodding and walks over, and kneels down next to Ashley. I shake my head, and squeeze  my eyes shut. I feel horrible.

"Next time listen to what we say or you're gonna get it worse." Urie says and then stands back up. I had to fucking share this room with her now. I have to spend days upon days in a room with someone who hates my guts. Great. I look at Weekes and he nods, smiling slightly. "Let's go she needs to think about what she did. Maybe I'll come back later and pick her up. Depends." Urie says and I watch as him and Weekes walk up the stairs. Urie stops halfway and raises his eyebrows at me.