𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞?! | 𝐤𝐧𝐣 𝐱 𝐛𝐭𝐬

seventeen

It's been 6 days since the whole incident happened and 6 days since Namjoon cut. Namjoon has made a couple new cuts just that this time all around his body. Namjoon has gone 6 days without eating or getting out of his room. He was debating on wiether to get out of his room or not. He decided that he wouldn't go outside as he just couldn't face his hyungs because he was sure he would burst out crying and would go into little space, and he didn't want to deal with that. 
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In the living room:

"We have to figure out a way to get Namjoon out! He hasn't eaten anything for 6 days and who know what he has done in there!", Jungkook yelled out as he was angry at himself and the others.

"Maybe Yoongi can go talk to him since he was the first person to tell us and Namjoon trust's him more.", Taehyung suggested.

"Actually Taehyung that isn't a bad idea!" Yoongi exclaimed. After he said that he quickly ran up the stairs to hopefully get Namjoon out.
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Back in Namjoons room:

"Ugh why am I so stupid ?"

"Why is it that I always ruin things ?"

"Why can't I just be as good looking as my hyungs ?"

"Why can't I do anything right ?"

"Why am I so broken ?"

After that was said Namjoon screamed out in frustration and started hitting the wall, creating holes in the wall.

"I fucking hate myself!!" Namjoon yelled out. Clutching his chest, gripping the fabric of his shirt was all he could do, but the pain didnt stop. Geting more frustrated he started trashing his room.

Soon Namjoons heard Yoongi hyung call out his name multiple time while banging on the door. Namjoon panicked and quickly opened the window wanting to climb out, soon after regretting it as Namjoon was extremely scared of heights, but at the moment he didn't care as he really didn't want to face his hyungs. Namjoon heard Yoongi trying to knock the door down so he jumped and he landed fine! 'Huh'. He then heard Yoongi hyung had accomplished in knocking the door down, so Namjoon ran. He ran as fast as he could not looking back. He didn't know where he was going to go, but he did know that he was just not ready to face his hyungs.
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Back at the house:

Once Yoongi had gone to see if he could take out Namjoon he heard Namjoon scream loudly and he heard loud bangs erupt from the room. Yoongi started getting worried and he called out Namjoons name while banging on the door.

"I fucking hate myself!!" Yoongi heard Namjoon screamed out and that's when Yoongi lost it. Yoongi started banging his shoulder on the door trying to knock down the door.

Once he finally managed to knock down the door open he gasped at the condition Namjoons room was in. There was holes here and there in the walls. His Ryan plushies were ripped into little bits. All his clothes that he wore as a little were all torn up. All his clothes and sheets were on the floor. He then started searching for Namjoon.

"Namjoon!" Yoongi yelled out. He walked into the bathroom to see if he was in there but the only thing he saw that made his heart shatter was a razor on the floor, with blood across it. Yoongi could not find Namjoon. Then he heard a scream from the distance, he looked out of the window. Then it all clicked. Namjoon took his luck and leaped out the window, escaping. Yoongi then ran down the stairs into the living room, in disarray he shouted out.

"He's gone! Namjoon is fucking gone!" Yoongi screamed as he bursted into tears while landing on the floor.

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