𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞?! | 𝐤𝐧𝐣 𝐱 𝐛𝐭𝐬

twentysix

after about 3 hours namjoon decided it was best to come out of the bathroom. he put alcohol on his cuts and bandaged them up. he got out and quickly went to his closet and pulled out a long, big hoodie so he could cover them up. namjoon wore no pants since the hoodie stopped mid thigh. he went into the bathroom one more time to check and see if he looked okay. when he saw that his hair was messed up and his eyes were puffy and red from crying so much he fixed himself up. after he thought he looked okay, he headed down stairs to find out no one was home.

"where did they go ?" namjoon asked out loud confusion clearly evident in his voice. he then walked into the kitchen and as he walked in he saw a note on the fridge. he went up to it and read it out loud. "namjoon baby, we went to dance practice and decided it was better if you stayed home and rested. we'll be back home at around 3:00 pm. see you then baby, take care." namjoon then looked at the time. "ugh but it's only 12:00." namjoon said as he pouted. "well i guess i have to look for something to do."
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it's been an hour and namjoon still didn't know what to do. an hour. without doing anything. namjoon looked at the time again and that it was only 2:00. "ughhhhhhh, it's only 2:00 why can't it be 3:00 already!" namjoon whined out as he stood up from his chair and went up to his room. namjoon decided that we would go take a shower as he felt weird and dirty.

he walked into the bathroom and closed the door without locking it as no one was home. he started to undress and looked at himself in the mirror. namjoon felt disgusted with himself. he felt disgusted at how ugly he was. at how fat he was. anything about himself he hated. namjoon then put some music on his phone as he hated the silence, it creeped him out. namjoon has always hated the silence, as silence had been the cause of many unfortunate things in his life.

namjoon finally stepped into the shower and turned the water on. he slowly grabbed the shampoo and started to slowly clean his hair out. after he made sure all of the shampoo was well spread out his hair he went to grab the soap but hissed when his eyes started burning as soap had just gone in his eyes. eventually namjoon just gave up and started to look for the soap with his eyes closed. he didn't seem to find the soap so he decided to wash his hair then look for the soap. namjoon got under the water soap running down his face and body. he washed the shampoo and was ready to open his eyes but before he could open his eyes he was harshly pinned against the wall. namjoon screamed at the sudden action but was shortly cut off by a hand flying up to his mouth, muffling his screams. namjoon then felt a hand run down his stomach and he started to uncontrollably squirm as the hand reached namjoons length.

"here let me wash you up, baby, just like the old times."

namjoons breathe hitched as he heard that voice.

that voice was the reason of many unfortunate things in his life. that voice sent shivers down namjoons spine.

that voice was the same voice that stopped namjoon from telling his hyungs about him being a little. it all started with that voice.

[ᴜɴᴇᴅɪᴛᴇᴅ]