𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞?! | 𝐤𝐧𝐣 𝐱 𝐛𝐭𝐬

twentytwo

"y-yoo-" thats all namjoon could say before he was met with darkness.
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namjoon groaned as he opened his eyes and the bright light immediately hit his eyes. namjoon sat up and looked around realizing that he was in his old room. namjoon was confused as to why he was here. then all the memories came flooding back from everything that happened earlier that day. namjoon almost got raped. namjoon then heard the door open and he quickly ran towards one of the corners, he was scared jangyeu would come through that door. He heard footsteps walk in and he visibly started shaking.

"p-please don't hurt me! i p-promise i'll be a good boy! just please don't
r-rape me!" yoongi's heart broke at the scene in front of him.

"baby it's just me yoongi." yoongi said as he approached the younger male.

namjoon just whimpered as he tried to push farther into the wall wanting to disappear. yoongi saw this and decided to just stay there as he see's that the closer he got the more namjoon started shaking.

yoongi didn't know what to do until he thought about something that might help.

"namjoonie, remember when me and you would take long walks at the beach ? when we would go out and eat ice cream then head to the park and play around ? when you first told me about you being a little ? when we had our first kiss ? when you first called me daddy ? when we first cuddled together ? when you would get mad at me cause i would pinch your cheeks ? when you would wake me up to kisses ? when i first told you i loved you ? when you first told me you loved me?" yoongi said tears streaming down his face at all the memories and many more that he was thinking about. he wanted the joonie that always kissed and cuddled with him. he wanted the joonie that used to get shy when yoongi would call him cute. he wanted his joonie back. yoongi then fell onto the floor more tears streaming down his face at the thought of never getting joonie back. namjoon was broken. and so was yoongi. why does this always have to happen ? it's always the person he loved the most to get hurt the worst. namjoon was yoongi's first love and no one could change that. he started loving namjoon since the first time he met him. that namjoon would look into his eyes making him fall deeper and deeper for namjoon. he didn't want this to end. he didn't want to loose his first love. he wanted him back. he wanted to kiss him and tell him how much he loved him. he just wanted everything to be how it was. when he was actually happy.

i love you namjoon.

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