A Neko's Love {HAIKYUU FanFic}

Chapter 2: Weird Feeling

{2 years and a several months later.....}

Nenma's POV

It's almost my graduation in junior year. In a few months I will start high school at Nekoma High, in which my onii-chan and Kuro-nii attends. Still a bit confused about my feelings, but rather than thinking about it, I prepared myself for the upcoming graduation.

"It's almost the time.... Ah~ I'll surely miss the school, the gym, and Kuro-nii sleeping under........" I looked back and spotted Kuro-nii sleeping under a blossom tree. I walked down to go to him but when I arrived, kittens were surrounded around him.

"Kawaii~!" I shook my head but it was too much cuteness. So instead of waking him up, I took pictures first but a gust of wind later blinded me. After that gust I looked around and petals from the tree were falling and looked around because Kuro-nii was gone. That is until he appeared behind my back with a smiling face. I blushed when he suddenly touched my hair but in surprise he was just shaking off the petals stuck in my hair. Not to mention my hair was a bit messy.

"Welcome to the club." he said because of what had happened to my hair. I fixed my hair before anyone could see me. I smiled at him and was a little bit embarrassed.

"Kuro-nii, what brings you here?" I asked as I hid my phone in my pocket.

"Just looking at my old school. Also to congratulate you on passing Nekoma." so that's why he's here.... But it's still weird 'because he could have just said that at home. We are neighbors but still weird.

"Anyways, you're on your way home right? I'll walk with you."

Did he just... stay calm, it's just a walk home.

"I am but I still have something to do at the volleyball club because we are going to say good-bye to our Kohai." I smiled as I pointed my other teammates calling out to me.

"I can wait."

"Are you sure?"

He nodded. It's getting weird but I think some people do change. So I went to the gym, said our good-byes to our kohai and went home.

On our way home, Kuro-nii treated me to eat and bought me a scarf as a graduation gift.

"Kuro-nii, arigatou~" I smiled as I started wearing it with glee. A first gift from Kuro-nii

"Well you did give me a handmade scarf on my graduation, so I'm just returning the favor. Also that's what big brothers are supposed to do."

I paused as my heart ached for a moment. It was like I was being rejected but I don't even know my feelings towards him yet.

"Is that so? But still, thanks."

{at home}

"Tadaima!"

"Okairi Nenma. That's a new scarf isn't?" my mom quickly saw the scarf I was wearing

"Oh. Kuro-nii gave it to me as a graduation gift." I answered with hesitation because I don't even know what to say about what had happened a while ago.

"I'll be in my room." I sighed as I left my shoes at the front door and walked towards the stairs.

"I'll call you when dinner's ready."

"Hai"

I continued to walk towards my room and shut the door. I felt like crying but I don't know why. My lights were still closed and I could see onii-chan who just returned home now. I kept sighing and sighing but I don't know why. Today feels weird because of Kuro-nii. I never felt this kind of heart ache before.

I recalled every moment of happiness when I'm with Kuro-nii. He would be there when I get lost, he's always there when I need something and I think he's always there when I'm troubled...... but my heart would surprisingly act strange when I'm with him.......

"I don't think of Kuro-nii as my big brother but..... I think of him as my......" I blushed and covered my face with a pillow. I think I'm in love. I was in love with Kuro-nii from the very beginning. No wonder why my heart hurt when he told me those things. It's because I don't want him to see me as a sibling but as for who I am right now.

"Am I really this slow to figure out my conditions? Why haven't I realized it before?" I complained repeatedly to myself for being so blind. I couldn't helped it, I was just a kid!

"I'll make Kuro-nii change his mind about me." I said to myself with high spirits and promised to change myself when I enter high school. I wanted him to see me differently, that I was different than before. I want him to see me as myself and I am willing to risk my friendship just so I could confess to him, my feelings.