[✓] ᴡʜʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇɴ'ᴛ ɪ ᴍᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ↠ ᴊᴀɴᴀʜ

f o r t y - t w o

jack and jonah were laying in bed. they were about to fall asleep, since they were exhausted.

that was until jack spoke up.

"you know how you said about us moving to new york?" he whispered as he hugged jonah, laying his head on his chest.

jonah mumbled a quick "mhm" before kissing jack's forehead.

"well, i found an apartment over there. it has enough space for us and the rent is very affordable. i was wondering if-uh... maybe after everything with your father is done, you wanted to move there together."

"did you really do that?" the oldest whispered back.

jack nodded, kissing jonah's neck.

"i know we aren't really officially together, but i liked the idea." the curly headed boy whispered.

"who said we weren't official?" jonah said, a little smile on his face.

"none of us ever really asked."

"well, now we are oficially together, and we are moving in together." the brunette said, bringing his boyfriend into a very passionate kiss.

a comfortable silence fell in the room, before jack spoke again.

"i hope everything goes well with your dad's surgery tomorrow. i know how close you are to him, and i don't want you to lose him."

"well not really anymore. i never came out to him and he saw our messages one day. he doesn't really support me. he changed. i miss the way he treated me before so much. i don't wanna lose him. i don't want him to die, because i know he'll die not loving me." jonah sighed, starting to tear up.

"i'm pretty sure he loves you anyways. you're his son after all." jack played with his hair, trying to calm him down.

"you don't understand, jack." he sobbed.

"i actually do. i came out to my dad, he didn't support me. he is an extreme homophobe. after that, i tried to convince him that i was not gay. i pretended for months i was someone who i was not. i even got a girlfriend. one day he found me kissing a boy. he told me i was worthless, he told me i deserved to die. he left me. i haven't talked to him ever since, and that happened when i was sixteen."

"i'm so sorry, baby." jonah said, rubbing circles in jack's back, trying to comfort him.

"it's okay." jack sighed.

"screw him. you're amazing." he kissed his cheek.

"i love you."

"i love you more."

♡