I hate you, I love you. (Billie Eilish FanFiction)

fuck you, eilish

Ava's POV

"Ava the O'Connells will be here in an hour. I expect you to be down here and dressed presentably for when they get here. No excuses"
"MOM THEY WERE JUST HERE TWO DAYS AGO WHAT THE HELL" I groaned. This is the third time this weekend the O'Connells have been to our house and I swear if I see billies face one more time I'm going to fucking vomit. Why do our parents have to be friends? I don't mind Maggie or Patrick and I actually find Finneas super sweet and funny but that damn Billie. She's something else. It is absolutely unbearable being around her. She's so cocky and self centered and all she does is pick with me like a fucking twelve year old. She's had it in her head to make my life a living hell since like a week after we met and our moms only got closer resulting in us seeing each other ALL THE TIME. I never get a break from her. Seriously never.
" Maggie says she has some news for us to hear and Billies about to be leaving for tour tomorrow  so they're here to say goodbye. Now go get ready and I don't want to hear another word about it" scolded my mom as I simply ignored her and ventured into my room to shower and find something to wear. I decided on something simple.

I laid the clothes out on my bed and walked into my bathroom to start my shower. I turned the knob and set the water to the setting "hell" meaning it was WAY too hot but who gives a shit. While in the shower my mind drifted to school and how it starts soon. I'm sort of nervous being as though this'll be my first year without my best friend Bailey. She had to move to Arizona because her dad got a job offer and they really needed the money. Of course I understood because I honestly had no choice but to do so but I was super upset. Bailey and I were inseparable since the day we met and it was tough when she left. I must've been in my thoughts for a while because in only of second it felt like of being in the shower I heard my front door open and close and my mother greeting Maggie, Patrick, Finneas and Billie. I roll my eyes at the thought of Billie in my house as I rinse my body and get out of the shower. I wrap my towel around my body and put my hair into a sloppy bun as I walk out of my bathroom. I nearly jump out of my skin when I walk in my room to reveal Billie sitting on my bed, twirling my thong around her pointer finger with a smirk on her face.
" WHAT THE FUCK!" I scream at the top of my lungs.
"LANGUAGE" I hear my mom scold from down the steps.
"SORRY MOM... *in a whisper yell* Bitch what the fuck are you doing why are you in my room and PUT those down" I exclaim referring to my underwear that are still laced around her finger, swinging ever so carelessly.
"Why babygirl their cute, unlike you" she replies smugly and she sets them down on the bed.
"GET.OUT" I say through gritted teeth, anger laced with every word. I shove her out of my room as she laughs maniacally angering me even more. As my door shuts I put my back to it. Out of breath and even more on edge than before I proceed to get dressed. Lathering my body in lotion because it would be a cold day in hell before I walk around smelling like an onion factory. I make my way downstairs after applying some subtle makeup, greeting everyone with a hello and a warm smile. Billie however gets a cold stare that lasts for what feels like minutes before Maggie interrupts it.
"Okay so I said I had some news and I shall deliver. So as you all know Billie is leaving for tour tomorrow" I nod my head subconsciously, not really paying attention because I could literally give a flying rats ass about Billies tour, if anything I'm glad shes going because I won't have to see her face in my humble abode for a few months. Sounds magnificent if you ask me. I continue pacing around my kitchen. Eating various snack items, not listening to the conversation going on in the living room at all when I overhear a few words that will change my life.
" And yeah so we'd like Ava to join us on tour. Everything is paid for and I feel like it would be really good for them to spend some time together since they're practically like sisters" Maggie laughs. Billie and I both let out an exasperated and angry "WHAT!" as our mother's exchange words, Now suddenly extremely attentive. My mom excitedly claps her hands together very fast.
"YES of course we'd love that wouldn't we Ava ?! Awe that'll be so much fun for you guys" says my mom excitedly. You guys? I hope she's referring to everyone except for me because jumping out of a plane without a parachute sounds more fun than going on tour with Billie Eyelash, pop musics breakout star. Not my cup of tea sorry. I swear to you. If it wasn't for Maggie, Finn, and Patrick sitting there I would've thrown an entire bitch fit. But instead. I tried my hardest to keep my composure and replied with a desperate attempt at getting the FUCK out of going on this tour.
"Yeah that sounds like fun but mom what about school.." I say with pleading eyes.
"Oh yeahhhhh . Darn, uh- Maggie I'm sorry it completely slipped my mind. Ava starts school in a few days. Ugh I'm so sorry for getting your hopes up." my mom replies apologetically while I do a happy dance in my head. Thanking god that I got out of going without having to beg and scream.
"Oh Madeline don't be silly! As you know I'm a homeschool teacher and Billie is in my class. I can just teach Ava when I teach Billie. Easy, if that's okay with you if course." Maggie finishes sweetly and I've never wanted more to punch someone in the fucking face. oH dOnT bae SiLLy mAdEliNe. WHAT THE FUCK.
"Oh goodness that sounds great! Doesn't it Ave ? Well it's settled you're going. Better start packing you guys leave early tomorrow morning. Oh and Billie can help you pack the O'Connells aren't leaving for a few hours. I have some juicy gossip for Maggie." My mom winks at me and I put on a fake smile because even though she just literally ruined my life she's still my mom and I love her to death. I start to walk up the stairs when I feel a presence behind me making me nervous. I trip over a step and almost fall when I feel arms wrap around me, holding me up.
"Watch where you're going dickhead" Billie sneers and I want nothing but to smack her then and there. I flail her arms from around me and mock her
"WAtcH wHeRe YoUrE gOinG DicKhEad" she chuckles and we continued walking up the stairs until we reach my room. I pull my door open and tell her she can sit on the chair at my desk. But of course it's Billie so she takes a dramatically large leap onto my bed, ruffling my sheets while she laughs at my face which is twisted in anger.
"Bitch I just washed those and now that you've touched them I'll have to burn them. Thanks" I say sarcastically as I pull my huge suitcase out of my closet. Preparing to pack for the end of my life.
BILLIES POV🤰🏽
I watch as Ava pulls her suitcase out of her closet. I inspect her every move. No this is not one of those times when I secretly love her and treat her bad because of my feelings for her, this isn't a fanfic guys come on. I actually dislike her. I don't really know why though. It's just sort of been that way since forever so why change it ya know. I watch her and she pulls all of her clothes out of her drawers and dumps them on the floor, sitting in criss cross applesauce preparing to pack her entire closet. Her voice snaps me out of my daze
"Listen Eilish, If you're not going to help even though that's what you were sent up here to do you can just leave okay." She says annoyed. A smirk slowly approaches my face as I get up and slowly walk towards her. It's like I could hear her heart speed up and it brought me so much joy that I intimidated her. I dropped to the floor in front of all of her clothes and started to help her pack. Rolling her jeans up and putting them in one section. Same with shirts, hoodies and other things. We're almost done when she mutters a very small "thank you" in my direction and lugs her suitcase to the doorway of her bathroom.
"What was that" I tease even though I heard her loud and clear.
"I said thank you, William" my heart drops at the nickname and I just want to throw her out of a window. I stand in the door way of the bathroom as she throws various toiletries and curling irons into her suitcase. An idea pops into my head
"Ave, if we're going to be in extremely close proximity for three months don't you think it would be good to try and get along?" I don't even know where this came from but I did know I did not want to be pent up and angry with her on top of stress from tour. She replies with two words.
"No thanks"
"What do you mean, no thanks" I spit. Anger rising in me with every second. Who does she think she is. I'm letting her come on my tour AND I helped her pack and this is how she acts?
"I mean it's been the same way since we both can remember. I don't like you don't like me so why change that now? You're acting as if we haven't been in "ExTremEly cLoSe ProxImiTy" our entire lives almost. I'll be fine if you stay out of my way, don't touch my stuff and don't antagonize me. Simple" she says in a sarcastic sweet tone. Color rushes to my cheeks as I turn around and walk back into her room touching her things because I know she hates it.
"Yeah you're right my mom just told me to say that I hope you didn't think I could ever be nice to someone as ugly as you." I say with my back turned, covering up my embarrassment.
" fuck you, Eilish" it rolls off of her tongue as I walk out of her bedroom door, receiving a text from my mom saying it was time to go.
" Goodbye Madeline, we'll be here at 8:00 to pick Ava up. Our flight is at ten and the first stop on the tour is Sweden. See you all tomorrow."
"Bye Maggie Bye Patrick Bye Finn" I hear her yell from upstairs.
"Bye sweetie" my mom yells as we all walk out of the door.
We get in the car, Finn and I in the back seat as he texts me
Finn
- excited for tour ?🙃
- I was, now stupid ass Ava is coming and I want to vomit.

- She's not as bad as you make her seem bil😂

- I know but I hate her and it's always been that way😭 not changing now

- Maybe things will change and you guys will get along.
- Yeah maybe, but I seriously doubt it

End of conversation
We pull up to our home and I immediately run up to my room. Jumping in bed and falling asleep almost immediately. Today was a long ass day and I need to be prepared for this 6 hour flight with Ava tomorrow. God I'm dreading it. But I'm not going to let her get under my skin. This is my tour and I'm going to make the best of it.
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Authors note/ okay so hey everyone. It's CamThis is my first ever fan fiction that I'm actually publishing and I'm actually super proud of the first chapter just because I know what I have in store for the rest of the book. I'm going to actually do this and I'm going to make it everything that I've grown to love about fanfictions. Long chapters, good pictures, videos and gifs. A little funny, definitely some smut and fluff and all of that so stay tuned love you all.