I hate you, I love you. (Billie Eilish FanFiction)

Dates and Hangovers

When I woke up the next morning my head felt like someone literally threw a fucking boulder at it. I look to my left to see Billie sound asleep with her hair all over her face and her clothes off. I examine her for a sec, noticing a few love bites on her neck and chest. the fuck, I don't remember giving her those

I violently shake her awake and she shoots up fast as shit and jumps out of bed. 

"AVA WHAT ARE YOU OKAY WTF IS HAPPENING"  

"What the fuck are those things on your neck?!" I scream and try to hide the fact that I was wincing like shit because my own loud as voice was hurting my head. 

"what the fuck are you talking about Ava" she groaned as she laid back in bed, pulling the covers over her face. I quickly snatch them off cause bitch tf you thought this was you gon answer me today. 

"The fucking hickies William" I reply and she quickly sits up again. 

"the fuck did you just call me" 

"you heard me, who gave you those hickies was it that bitch at the club" I ask trying to stay calm but I was having a hard time.

"Ava you have to be kidding me. YOU gave them to me, you psychopath." she chuckles and hops once again into bed, enveloping herself in the covers but I can see her shaking her head.

I Immediately shrink in my space, sitting on the bed with a super awkward "i'm sorry" smile as I laugh and straddle her while placing kisses all over her face as an apology

"so you don't remember anything from last night." she says as she reaches up and begins kissing my neck. she asks looking a little disappointed, like something happened last night that she needed me to remember. As she continues kissing me, everything starts to come back to me. 

holy fuck, we fucked... in a strip club bathroom.

"Oh shit, we fucked" I say but quickly cover my mouth being that I didn't mean for it to come out that way. 

A loud breathy laugh emits from her mouth and I completely forget about losing my bilginity and am focused on the beautiful girl beneath me. 

I lean down to whisper in her ear "you were great" as I leave a little kiss on it and get up quickly, running to the bathroom to get ready for the day. 

"FUCKING TEASE" she yells and I chuckle as I tell her to get up and get ready for the day. this was the day I realized that when you have a hangover you tend to sleep in really late because when I checked the time it definitely said 4:06. 

"Hey Bil." 

"Yeah" she replied and it was obvious to me that she was still in bed. 

"It's a little after four do you wanna just go out for dinner around nine? If thats okay i'm gonna go to the closest mall and get an outfit for tonight." 

" Sure, baby. can I come? " I smile at the pet name but deny her telling her I want it to be a surprise. This is our official first date and I really want it to be special. also I have some plans for tonight after the date. 

You see, I can't lie, Billie fucked the shit out of me in that bathroom. but it was also not really the right time or place. But tonight, she was gonna see just how nasty I could get. 

I said bye to billie, called my Uber and was on my way. I needed to be in and out because with the way I wanted to look tonight, it was gonna take me a while to get dressed. I browsed through the stores for about a half an hour until deciding on this for dinner.