I hate you, I love you. (Billie Eilish FanFiction)

the show

The show was starting and I was beyond excited. I was standing beside Maggie, watching Finneas perform "I'm in love without you". I sang along with him because I love his music as well and this song in particular was one of my favorites. I catch Billies eye from across the stage and she sends a sweet smile, blushing and looking to the floor. she's so beautiful .

" You know, your mother and I could always tell that you and Billie would end up together. You guys' so called hate for each other was too strong for it to be any other way. Its like you guys cared so much you thought you didn't care at all " Maggie speaks.

I take in what she's saying and I can't help but agree. Through all of the fights and arguments Billie and I went through as a child, we always still somehow had each others backs. There was times where Billie would save me from bullies as a child or help me with things and was there when no one else was or my mom couldn't be. She was like that sibling you hated but It wouldn't feel right if they weren't there.

There was the night my mom found out about my dad cheating, I texted Finn to come and comfort me but he sent Billie instead because he was busy. She just held me, kissed my forehead from time to time and told me everything was going to be okay. We vowed to never speak of that day again but truth be told, I would never forget it.

"I don't know what it is Ms.Baird. Im so confused. A few days ago I would have never thought in a million years that I would feel this way. Now I feel like I need her with me, I feel like she's everything I've ever needed. It may be a little soon but- "

"No. Dear, it's not. It makes sense being that you guys have been around each other damn near your entire lives, I understand. But just promise you'll take things slow. Be good to her and ill make sure I tell her to do the same, you're like my third child." she pulled me into a side hug as Finns last song was wrapping up. the lights in the arena go down and the song begins.

You can pretend you don't miss me (me)
You can pretend you don't care
All you wanna do is kiss me (me)
Oh what a shame I'm not there

She sings the beginning of the song and I begin to melt, being as though this is one of my favorite songs of hers, might I add the way she performs it is beyond sexy. The lights are still low but as she starts to sing the next part they slowly begin to rise, revealing her bury, pressed firmly against the microphone stand.

You can pretend you don't miss me (me)
You can pretend you don't care
All you wanna do is kiss me (me)
Oh what a shame I'm not there.

I watch as she begins dancing, swaying her body in every which way. She makes direct contact with me and grabs her boobs, squeezing and pulling at them. I pretty much eye rape her and she can tell as she continues doing what she's doing. I bite my lip thinking of all the things I wanted to do to her.

"But just promise you'll take things slow" Maggies words echo in my mind as I try to refrain from deciding to fuck her the second she got off that stage tonight. She finishes up Bitches Broken Hearts and continues with the rest of the show. I especially enjoyed the performances of Party Favor and Hostage. The show comes to an end and Billie runs off of the stage with open arms. I one my arms super wide with a huge smile on my face ready for her to jump into them when she runs DIRECTLY past me and into the arms of some dude who weirdly looks exactly like Chris Brown. ouch

"ELI I MISSED YOU OH MY GOD WHEN DID YOU GET HERE" She smiles widely. I turn around to the sight of three other people, someone who looks exactly like Eli or whatever Billie called him.

Twins. okay cool.

There's a girl with a long red ponytail and extremely long nails, typing angrily away at her phone, too concerned with that to notice anything else going on around her, and a guy with pink and green hair, smiling widely at Billie with dreamy eyes as she continues her conversation with Eli.

Note to self: don't let this man anywhere near your Billie without you around he clearly has a thing for her and we aint doing nun of that shit over her hunty okay. okay.

Billie finishes her catching up and she comes over to you, smiling so hard it looks like she'll crack her face if she smiles any wider.

" Hi baby, I missed you so much, did you enjoy the show" she kisses my cheek then my nose to my forehead and all around my face while I giggled try to get her to stop.

We look over to see her friends standing there awkwardly. I see Eli staring at my butt and Billie notices too so she grabs it firmly and plants a fat ass smack on it and Eli looks up and gulps as Billie begins to laugh uncontrollably.

"oh shit guys, this is Ava my gi- FRIEND. MY FRIEND" she covers up with a nervous chuckle.

shit bitch why don't you rub it the fuck in some more.

" Hi nice to meet you guys, im Ava" I say with a smile.

"Bitch you pretty, my names Danielle wanna fuck? " the girl with the ponytail says as she reaches out a had and I can't help but laugh as Billie smacks the fuck out of her hand and eyes her.

"I'm Elijah, this is Isaac. Were also known as the Bell Twins. This is Seven, or Que or Brandon whatever you wanna call him."

"Nigga I have a mouth I can introduce myself" I laugh at their slight bickering and Billie does too, tightening her arm around my waist and planting a kiss on the back of my neck.

"Anyways while these losers keep mouthing the fuck off y'all wanna go to the club, I can get us in for free but we gotta leave like right now" Danielle says.

We all look at each other for confirmation before deciding to go. We pile into an Uber X and are on our way to the club.

im gonna have some fun tonight

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