As the flight begins, I can already tell Billies about to get on my last. fucking. nerves. I haven't been on a plane in many years so when the plane takes off super fast, I subconsciously grab on to Billies arm tightly, earning a very cocky grin from her.
"Awe are you okay?" She says with the highest level of sarcasm there is.
"Fuck off" I reply putting my earbuds in and closing my eyes preparing to sleep until the plane lands. Every time I start to get a little comfortable and drift off into a very much needed sleep Billie begins fucking with me. After a few more times of her waking me up I'm finally at my wits end.
"Finn can you please switch seats with me? Billies is acting like a two year old and I'm very tired"
"NO WA- I mean, I'll leave you alone you don't have to move your seat" billies says rather fast.
hm, I thought she would've wanted nothing more than for me to move away from her. Interesting. She does indeed leave me the hell alone though and I ended up falling into a deep sleep.
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Flights over
I wake up to the plane about to land in a few minutes and my head on billies shoulder. I quickly straighten myself up and look at Billie confused.
"Why didn't you move me off of you" I ask.
"You looked comfortable and you were tired so I decided to leave you alone."
"Oh well um, thank you I guess." I reply, scratching my head confusedly because it's just not like Billie to be like that. I've known this girl for majority of my life and she's never been this nice about anything.We get off of the plane, get our bags and we are now in the car on our way to the hotel.
"Okay so Patrick and I are in a room together. Finn gets his own room and Billie and Cam are together, sound good?"
"Fine by me" says Billie as she smirks in my direction. she looks good.
Truth is I've always found Billie insanely attractive. I think anyone who looks at her can tell she's fucking gorgeous but our relationship and the way it works made it so that I never looked at her as anything more than an enemy.
I nod my head at Maggie's statement, a sudden wave of nervousness coming over me at the realization that I'll be having to spend most of my time in a hotel room alone with Billie. After these past couple mornings and her suddenly not being disgusted by my presence, I don't know how this is gonna go. We arrive at the hotel, all of us simultaneously dispersing to our room, even though it was only 6 o'clock we were all exhausted and ready for bed. Billie and I get to the room, she slides the key in the door and we walk in to a crippling sight.
"ONE BED?!" We yell at the same time.
"You're sleeping on the floor" I say half serious half jokingly which causes a tiny smile to dance upon her face which makes me smile. Sooooo now we're just in the doorway of the hotel room smiling at eachother like idiots as if we didn't just hate eachother less than 24 hours ago. Billies the first one to speak and she says she's gonna take a shower and lay down. I reply with a simple okay as she walks into the bathroom and starts the shower. Knowing there's no way she'll be able to see me, I strip out of my clothes looking for a bathing suit to put on, preparing to go sit in the hot tub area of the hotel. I decide on this onePulling it on, grabbing a towel and my speaker and sending Billie a short text explaining I was going to the pool and not to wait up.
I opened the door to the pool area, immediately walking over to the hot tub and slipping in, enjoying the feeling of
the hot water on my skin. I connect my phone to my Bluetooth speaker, shuffling my music.You can pretend you don't miss me (me)
You can pretend you don't care
All you wanna do is kiss me (me)
Oh what a shame I'm not there"Of course" I sigh to myself. Even though I don't want to admit it, I love billies music. It's amazing, honestly. I close my eyes as I submerged myself under the water, coming up feeling refreshed and warm as ever. I let my arms drape over the sides of the hot tub as I close my eyes and relax. Taking in the comfort I'm feeling in the moment. I hear the door open but I pay no attention to it, it's probably just someone staying at the hotel. It's not until I feel the water shift, and a presence in front of me that I open my eyes. Billies sitting in front of me, in a black V-Cut one piece, her eyes raking up and down my body. You may think I'm joking but it was almost like they changed into a much deeper, darker blue.
Is that... lust ? No. It can't be.
We stare at each other for what felt like ages until the song changes.I wanna be alone
Alone with you, does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul
And hide you in my treasure chestI mentally curse at my playlist because why in the world would this chose to play at this time. Billies slowly starts to sing along with herself and it's like I'm in a trance, taking in all of her beauty and listening to her soft singing . It's enough to make your knees weak. I watch as she slowly sulks towards me. The water pulling her back making it an even slower process. I start to feel between my legs tingling and I stand up straight to get the feeling to go away. She's about three centimeters away from my face, still singing ever so slightly.I'm honestly unaware of how I managed to not pass out because I'm almost certain I wasn't breathing at all. The songs ends and she stops singing. Still so close to my face. I don't know what came over me but I lean forward just a little. She looks taken aback by my actions as she smirks slightly. She turns around, climbs up the hot tub steps which gives me a great view of her body from the back. Her thighs, big but not too big and her ass, which sits nice and allows for the perfect arch in her back. She climbs up the steps and leaves without a single word. I suck in a huge breath and try and regain my composure.
What the fuck was that.
I stay behind a little longer, not wanting her to think I followed her up from the pool. After a few minutes my skin starts to get wrinkly so I get out and go up to the room. As I stand outside the room I grow nervous again, scared of having to face her.
Well, here goes nothing
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