Corbyn
I was home let tears fall. I made you leave just because I couldn't trust you with what happened to my passed and I made it to the point for you leaving me. I miss you now. I heard my door room knock I open it and it was you. You saw my tears and he gave me a hug and I let my heart sink and cried over and over.
"Corbyn are You okay" you asked me
" N-no"
"Why bud"
"I miss you....... I didn't mean to let you leave for n-not trusting you with my problem and i-i w-want y-you b-b-back Jonah I miss your hugs kisses and m-mor-"
"You know you meant it now why do you want me back! Why now Corbyn! So you can hurt me more! Get mad at me more! Why!" You yelled at me as I stood there not knowing what to say
"I miss you Jonah I want you back" I mumble to him and he push me off of him and looked at me with dark eyes
"Why would I go back to you!" He said
"you mean nothing to me Corbyn why do you care so much about me! When you know I don't care about you!" He yelled making me heart break as Jonah said it word for word and he meant it. I looked at him and let tears fall from my face
"Then why did you come! If you don't fucking care about me! Why!? Jonah why did you come!" I yelled as hot tears fell from my face
"cause I want to see how you were holding up! I thought you were fine" he said
"J-jonah just get out of my house" I said to him as Jonah walk out of my room slamming the door causing me to jump. I slip down my door and let myself cry to get the pain out.
I got up and went to the restroom and grab a blade and did six cuts
1) for being a disgrace 4) for being me
2) for being alive. 5) Being a whore
3) for letting Jonah down 6) just living
"No one will ever love me again" I whisper to myself
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Happier (C.B x J.M)
FanfictionDear, Jonah You look happier with him happier than you were with me. I hope he treats you better than I did. I still love you Love, Corbyn
