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I give up I can't do this again I can't move on and I don't want too if that makes me weak than fine I'm weak but I can't handle- I can't handle you being gone I can't handle feeling like this anymore

Corbyn couldn't handle the thought of Jonah being gone anymore he wanted him back now. Corbyn wanted to give up he couldn't do this again and again. Corbyn couldn't move on and yet he didn't want too.

When we lose someone their gone forever and there's is nothing-  there nothing we can do to bring them back

Corbyn couldn't bring Jonah back if he wanted to he couldn't.

"I need you jojo" Corbyn cried to himself Jonah was happy with Jack and Corbyn was nothing to him which hurts him badly.

(School)

Corbyn walk into the school with puffy eyes his hair all over the place no one nothing Corbyn except for Jonah, Zach, and Daniel.

"Corbyn hey are you okay" Daniel asked him worried

"N-no" Corbyn cried into Daniels arms as Zach came over and hug both of his friends they both walked Corbyn out of the school and Corbyn couldn't handle the fact that he didn't want to remember it the memories of him and Jonah. It hurts him so badly.

"What happened Corbs" Zach asked

"Nothing is wrong  okay z-Zach" Corbyn stutter

"I'm not ready to say or tell you yet" Corbyn said to them

"Okay you can tell us when your ready okay Corbyn" Daniel said

Corbyn just nodded and wiped his tears. The two said they would see him later. Corbyn walked back into the school as Jonah walked up to him.

"Hey are you okay" Jonah asked the slightly short boy as Corbyn just nodded his head 'yes' but Jonah knew it was a lie.

"Come on I know you are lying Corbyn" Jonah said

"Spill it out" Jonah said as he dragged Corbyn to the restroom

"Nothings wrong" Corbyn yelled

"Something is bothering you! I know when something is wrong with you Corbyn!" Jonah yelled

"Why are you caring now! You should be with you're little Jack! C-caring for him and c-cuddling h-him! W-why are you h-here J-j-j-jonah" Corbyn yelled breaking down again

"I just wanted to check on you! Your down and I want to be a good 'friend' and see how are you" Jonah yelled

"You want me to tell you why I'm falling apart! I'll tell you! I can't move o-on! I can't live without you by my side t-telling me it's okay! I miss your hugs kisses and more Jonah! I cried myself to sleep cause I was stupid to not trust you! I wanted to kill myself cause you said I m-meant nothing to y-you! It's my f -fault you left! I such a bitch to you! Jonah I need you in my life! I can't h-handle feeling this pain! I lost you! J-jonah I know you d-don't want me ba-back cause y-your with Jack! You even forgot my f-fucking birthday! You said you were coming and you never did! I l-l-love you" Corbyn yelled as hot tears ran down his cheeks and he left Jonah standing there.

the music is called Losing Someone (Free Audio)

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