When Will it End? (Discontinued)

Chapter 6

Hey you, I don't know if I have told you or not, but I love to read. It doesn't matter on the type of book it is, all that matters is that it takes me away from my reality. With my life getting worse all the time, I need to have an escape. When I read I am taken to unknown worlds, with unknown creatures, and unknown stories that are waiting to be told. I do believe that we have a lot to talk about. The other day I was so scared to tell you that I am asexual, but now I am more calm about it. I know that it is kinda a weird thing and it is not the most known about thing. So here is a better explanation for how I use the term asexual. I do find people attractive, but instead of the thought of 'that person would be great to have sex with' I think 'oh they have a nice face and I think that they would cuddle well'. Do you see the difference? I don't want to have sex with anyone, I know it is hard to understand, but I just don't feel/think that way. I just want someone who will love me for me and not for my body. I want to be held and comforted, I don't want to be the person that gets used once and thrown to the side. I have been thrown, pushed, shoved, kicked, punched, and beaten enough to not want that anymore. I know this isn't the best explanation that you have ever heard, but that is how I can say it without having to go into all of it. Now, what does this mean for me? After all I am a werewolf, don't werewolves have a lot of sex? Well some do, but for me I just don't feel the need to be having 'all the sex'. This might get complicated when I find my mate, because when you find your mate you are supposed to, you know, mate. I will not be doing that when I find my mate, if I have a mate. Anyways I wish I could stay longer, but alas I can not. I have to help get ready for the other pack's arrival next week. So, that means there will be a lot of cleaning and cooking this up coming week. Until next time, my best friend, I bid you farewell.