When Will it End? (Discontinued)

Chapter 14

The light was streaming in from the window. It wasn't too bright, but enough to see everything clearly. I feel so well rested and relaxed right now, wish this feeling would never go away. Sadly I have my chores that have to be done. I tried to get up and noticed all the wires. Everything came rushing back to me in an instant. It all wasn't a dream and I have a mate that hasn't rejected me yet. I felt if I was just winded with emotions. I still can't believe all of this is real and not some dream or a heaven. As I was looking around I noticed that everything is packed up and ready to go somewhere quickly. Lex was no where in sight and I could feel the panic start to form in my chest. My heart started going faster and faster. Did he leave me? I knew I was going to get rejected. I am nothing and he seems to be a very important person. Why did I foul myself? He never loved me. I could feel the wetness of tears on my cheeks. I curled up into a ball and sobbed. I heard the door open, but I didn't care enough to look up at whoever it is. The sound of rushing footsteps filled my ears. "Hey, it's okay. I am here. I am not going anywhere. You are fine," he kept repeating. I know it's him, but he left. Why is he back? I don't understand what is going on. I finally decided to move away from him so I could get the answers I need. I looked extremely hurt when I did this, but it is necessary. Looking around I couldn't find any paper and my notebook was gone too. Lex handed me a pice of paper and said, "Looking for something to write on." I nodded my head and grabbed a pen that was laying close by. I wrote three questions: why is everything packed up, where were you, and why have you not rejected me yet. I sat it down in front of him and he picked it up. "Everything is packed because you are going to be released today. Ummm... I was doing pack things so when we get there you will be comfortable." he paused at the last question. He looked as if someone ran over his dog and didn't stop to apologize. He looked up at me and reached for my hands. I moved away, I can't let anyone touch me for the fear of getting hurt. He moved back to where he was earlier and took a deep breathe. "I would never reject you," he started "I knew that I wanted you ever since I saw you the first time. I don't care how 'broken' you think you are I love you. I am not just saying that to foul you or make you fall for me. I really do love you a lot. I could never stop loving you. You are gorgeous, kind, a great artist, and you are my mate." I can't believe he thinks all that about me. No has ever said that they love me for me. The only thing that could ruin this is myself. I released a loud sob, but you wouldn't love me once you know what I am, I thought. My wolf whimpered and wanted to get into his arms. I didn't, I stayed where I was. He got up and left the room and me too cry by myself. My vision started to go black on the edges. I struggled to breathe, it was as if my lungs decided to leave. I heard loud beeping and sirens. I couldn't fight it anymore and blacked out as a doctor ran in the room.