When Will it End? (Discontinued)

Chapter 13

After waking up again, I try to sit up with the little strength I have gotten back. I look around to see I am in the same room as the last time I was up. So it was not all just a nice dream. The only difference is that there is a note book and a pen sitting on the table beside me. Since no one else seems to be using it I decided I would draw to pass some time. I used to draw a lot until they stopped letting me have paper. The pen almost moved on its own and a picture of a girl drowning in a wine glass started to form. It is only an outline and there is so much left to be done to it but I can't keep sitting like this. My back is killing me from hunching over to draw. I set down the note book and stretch, that is when I notice Lex is back. He is just sitting there watching me. My wolf is happy but I hate that I didn't hear him come in the room. "You are really talented and I hope to see more," Lex spoke in his beautiful voice that I can't get away from. Every time I think he is gone he returns and makes me feel this awful way, you know when you have butterflies in your stomach. After a little bit of staring he starts to reach for me. I flinch away from his hand and start to panic a little. "Hey it is okay. I just want a better look at your drawing," he said and it sounds like he means it. He picks up the note book and starts to analyze the picture. "You know I got this so we could talk, like you could write your responses. But I believe this is a better uses for this journal." Wait he bought this for me? Does he even know what they are going to do to him if they find out? I don't understand why this one person loves me of all the people in the world. I set back up against the pillows and faced this person I have yet to really meet. Yeah I know his name and that he is my mate, but that is all the information I have on him. I timidly whisper, "I know we are mates, but who exactly are you." He seemed so shocked that I could speak all he did was let his mouth fall open. I turned my head to the side, because my wolf insisted in doing so. "Well...I...Ummm..," he started. Someone barged in interrupting Lex in the middle of his explanation. "I need to get information for you right now, sir," the man who rushed in yelled quit loudly. I backed away from him, because he sounds like all the others right before they beat me. Lex noticed my change and got in between me and the loud man. "In a moment let me finish what I have started here," my mate said with a lot of authority behind his voice. The loud man nodded and left just like he came and Lex turned to me with a concerned look on his face. "Are you okay? Did he scare you? I am here I will not let anyone hurt you anymore," he said while pulling me into his embrace. I sniffed and then realized that I had started crying. He just held me and whispered in a sweet voice, I couldn't actually tell what he was saying, but I thing it is all good things. I held onto his shirt like I was drowning in water and he was the air. I finally got myself to calm down and the thought just occurred to me, I was having a panic attack again, but this one was different. It was like Lex's presence helped me calm down easier. "Are you okay?" I nodded, "Okay, I am going to go see what that guy wanted, if you are okay with me leaving for just a moment," he said softly. I nodded again and let go of his shirt. He left and the room felt empty. I don't know why, but without him I fell empty inside. I picked up the note book again and worked on my drawing from earlier. After a while I looked up and saw that Lex was just coming trough the door way. He looked upset about something. I shouldn't say anything he might get mad at me and hurt me like the others. 'But he is our mate he would never do that,' my wolf argued. Well I thought that they were my friends and you saw what they did to us. Lex set next to my bed again and said, "You should get some more rest, it is already eleven thirty tonight, we both need some sleep." I just nodded timidly and put my note book away. As I was drifting off to sleep I heard him whisper, "Goodnight my love, see you in the morning." Everything washed away as sleep took over after that.