I'm a wreck
I know because I can't go a day without brooding
Can't stare into the eyes of another girl and say I love her
Because she can't be ready for the skeletons that I've locked up in my heart
With the key somewhere in the Pacific
The pathway to my heart is almost ominous if not cryptic
And I have an obligation to the world not to set loose the monsters in my heart
For they will stop at nothing to see love devoured whole
Stop at nothing to rip love out of people's souls
Its a sacrifice that some people have to make for the greater good
Call me a hero, call me a villain
Call me emo
But I just ain't loving again
It's not safe for those who actually attempt to pick the lock to my heart
It's guarded by unnatural things that won't think twice before inflicting pain
It's guarded by an immeasurable army of pain, hurt, betrayal and sorrow
It would be best for all of us if you just stay deep down in your burrow
A double personality is what I am
I of course have the darkness and the light
But I the light have thrown myself into the pit of monsters
Holding them back so they might not escape
The darkness is no threat at all except if one tries to reach out to me in the pit
It is almost as if it's a forced marriage
It holds no shame, regret or remorse
And it is NOT willing to share, no not for a horse.
I'm putting my pen down now because the darkness is coming
To those that approach turn back, run and never stop running.
- BlackHeart
