A Thousand Poems To Us'

can't say sorry

I break down sometime
I feel helpless and vulnerable
Those times i wish I'd call and say sorry
But i have done this far too many times
And am scared I'll say sorry then turn around and mess up again
Being so far from you is getting a toll on me
Am not at peace
And in all honesty am just living coz i can breathe
Sometimes i wish someone would press the death switch for me.