Forever Is A Long Time (Beau Brooks Fanfic)

Addiction

(Karissa's Pov)

Some may say an addiction is bad for you, but seriously it's not! Twitter is my addiction, yes it is constantly there and I'm always on it, but it's amazing. It's my escape from reality, for a little while at least.

Hi I'm Karissa, and I'm 17 years old, I live in London, England. I am still in school and I HATE it. I have green eyes and long curly blonde hair. I'm extremely short, like 5'1 or something, but that's good because, my idol is only 5'5.

Today it's Friday...what a RELIEF. I have just come home from school and, I have so much homework to do, but as always I go on twitter, Facebook, vine, Instagram, tumblr and snapchat. (I'm just a little addicted to social media sites) I go straight into my room and jump onto my bed and close my eyes and just relax, when my phone buzzes. I sigh, and move my hands about trying to find my phone somewhere on my bed. I eventally find it and hold it up over my face, grippng tight as usually my phone flies onto my face. I look up and see

@JaiBrooks1 is now following you

Suddenly i feel my grip loosen and my phone goes flying down onto my face. "FUUUUUCCCK!" my eyes squeeze together and, i feel a tear fall down cheek as i open my eyes slowly. "Oh my god. This cant be happening!" i say slurring my words and breathing in deeply. He is part of the Janoskians! My idols! My fucking idols! 1/5 just followed on twitter, and i didnt even ask him too! Sure ive been begging for ages, but this time i wasnt even spamming them with loads of tweets and i still got a follow! Oh my god. I hesitate and, lift my body up and sit up at the side of my bed. i slowly pick my phone up and look at it again. "Please be true" i say outloud.

I unlock my phone and quickly call my best friend Holly, her favourtie out of the Janoskians is Jai, so she might be pissed but also happy for me. (I hope)

"Hey Karissaaa" She extends with a extra long a.

"Please dont hate me." I said quietly and nervously.

"Why? What have you done?" She said deepening her voice.

"Nothing, nothing. Jai just followed me on twitter." i pause and take a deep breathe in.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Her says her words more softer but, you can tell they are said with pain in them.

"I swear, i wasnt even asking him for a follow and i got one, i was just laying on my bed" I said sounding inocent.

"Ok, its fine. Im happy for you babe. Facetime me tonight ok? Love you" Holly said teared up.

"Love you..." I smile a little.

Fuck sake. I hope she isnt pissed with me. I mean we both wanted a follow from all the guys and neither of us had any of the boys follow. Now i guess i just have Jai's (Holly's favourite) Why could'nt it of been my favorite? Beau? I love that lil dorito.

I lay back on my bed. I have always imagined getting a follow from one of the boys and how i would react and spam them messages until they message me back, but when you really do get a follow, i guess i just wanted to play it cool and just say Hey, but also i was hesitating because, if he did message me back, how would i tell Holly? Would i even tell her? Woah i need to stop. He wouldnt even message me back. He has like almost 2M followers on twitter and follows thousands of us Janoskianators, why on earth would he message me back.

My thinking is put on hold by my phone vibrating in my hand again. I look down at my phone...

Message from @JaiBrooks1: Hello :)

DAFUQ. OMG. WHAT IS GOING ON? i jump back onto my bed and repeatly punch my fist of my hand on my bed in excitment. OMFG. I can't believe what the hell is going on!!

I unlock my phone and type my passcode. I click on the message and i could feel my face go all red and a sicky feeling in my stomach! Maybe he thinks im somebody famous? But i dont have the verified symbol on my profile. IDK. I don't hesistate to answer of course.

"Hey! Oh my god, thanks so much for following me! I haven't had time to fangirl yet, as you just followed me and messaged me." I message him back.

This is honestly so unreal. I can't phone Holly. God knows what she will do to me, if she found out. I smile and my phone buzzes again. Please be Jai, please be Jai. I look up and think in my head. I look down at my phone and unlock it, clicking on the message.

@JaiBrooks1: "Nah, no worries. Your profile is just awesome! Sorry about that lol."

My eyes widen and i smile. What is going on?

"Am i being punk'd? I thought that TV show had finished ages ago?" I say outloud. As i said that my 20 year old sister, Layla walks in "No, they don't make that show anymore, and why are you talking to yourself?" She slants her head and looks at me confused.

"Don't just walk into my room! but Jai Brooks just followed me on twitter!" i said loudly as i stand up.

"Those guys you go on about 24/7? Congratulations K." She said sarcastictly and walks out.

I frown and go back to my phone start to type.

"This is mental! How come you are writing back so fast? and its ok dont worry :)" I laugh and add a smiley face just to be cute.

I panick as he takes longer than 30 seconds to reply.

A message pops up again.

"I have you on a different tap so i can go back to your messages to reply fast :)"