Forever Is A Long Time (Beau Brooks Fanfic)

Those Words...

The next morning i woke up and it was Monday, i was exhausted and i saw Skip was still asleep so i got up and quietly walked out the room in Kristina's top she gave me to sleep in the night before. As i walked out the room i saw Kristina was coming out her room with her suitcase. I walked up to her and smiled. 

"Hey" I said.

"Hey, im heading back to Los Angeles now" She said. I decided to be nice, since the cow was going anyways so i might as well say Bye. I gave her a hugged and she was slightly surprised then she disppeared down the corrider. I turned around to see Luke standing there, he just laughed.

"I won't even bother asking" He said smiling and laughing. I shook my head and walked towards him giving him a slight slap on the cheek. We into his room and Beau was still asleep. I sat on the end of Luke's bed and, we just had a quiet conversation, I looked over at Beau sleeping and pulled out my phone, i looked and Luke and i started to video him with his mouth open. Luke then threw a pillow at him and Beau jumped up.He looked at me and Luke and frowned.

"You guys are fuckers." He laughed, i loved hearing his laugh. It was so beautiful and it made me smile. Who am i kidding i just wanted him back. "I need to go get....a tampon" Luke said quickly giving him a excuse to leave so we could be alone. A tampon seriously? Surely he can do better than that. 

Beau just looked at me with topess sexy body and i couldn't help but look. He caught me doing so and covered himself up with the durvet. I was pissed at this, but maybe he was finally getting over me. I looked down at my bracelet Beau gave me a while back when he was going back to Los Angeles. I took it off and he put his hand out and i handed it back to him. Then i took my necklace off that he gave me saying "Beau&Karissa" He smirked and i smiled. 

I got up and walked out quietly, hoping he would run after me, but he didn't. Maybe he seriously was getting over me. The boys go back tomorrow, what do i do with my life then? What about the lewis thing? At that moment my mum phoned me. I answered quickly.

"Hey mum, hows your holiday?" I said.

"It was great, we have arrived back at the house just now. We have some news, and i can't wait to tell you." She said getting excited. 

I frowned a little. "Just tell me now please" I said.

"We're moving to Scotland!" She said jumping about.

"Scotland!? When? Why?" i said quickly and getting pissed off.

"Well umm... as soon as we can but if you were still with Beau you would of been able to stay with him, but since your not, then your coming with us" She said. 

I quickly hung up the phone and sat on the floor in the middle of the corrider. 

That night, we all decided to go for a walk threw the town. Jai and Holly were hand and hand, i was beside skip, Luke and James. Beau was behind all us of by himself. We all walked about and it was a nice warm night so we were all happy. I had gone back home to get some clothes to stay with tonight and some other stuff i needed and to see my fucktard parents too. As we were walking i saw Lewis and a friend up in front of us. I knew no one else would notice him, only Holly and me, but also Beau would because i showed him a picture of Lewis when me and Beau were dating. As Lewis got closer and closer i got scared out my life. What if he still has that video? I turned round to see Beau staring at the floor but then looked up at me, i tried to keep Beau focused on me as Lewis went past, but i failed. He saw Lewis and went straight up to him. 

"Oi, your the guy that filmed Karissa getting assulted by that guy! Give me your fucking phone!" Beau shouted, and people were started to look. Skip started to get involved and pushed Lewis back. 

"Your fucking gross!" Skip shouted at him.

"Oh and your the dickhead that Karissa has been dating" Lews laughed and said to Beau.

"Why you fucking film it! Why didn't you hellp her" Beau shouted and pinned him against the wall.

"Mainly, because she said no to us getting back together" Lewis laughed at Beau and pushed him back.

"Why would she ever want to get back with you!" Beau said pushing him back again.

"Well she wasn't complaining when me and her had sex a while before the party. She is good in bed though isn't she. I'd fucking shag her anyday!" Lewis said rubbing it in Beau''s face. Beau stopped and look at me, his eyes were sparkly and looked like he was going to cry. I could see the pain in his eyes. He just looked at me, but frowned at me and went to turn back to Lewis, but before he could Lewis swang him hand and punched Beau in the jaw. I screamed and Skip, Luke, James and Jai went to get Lewis and push him back. 

I run down beside Beau and just looked at him and he looked at me. He just started into my eyes. He looked like he was going to faint, he had been knocked out. He eyes were slowly shutting in shock. 

"You had...sex with him" He said quietly and touched my face and his eyes closed. His mouth was bleeding and tears were coming out his eyes. I sat down and fell beside him crying my eyes out and held onto him. 

"I didn't mean anything. I love you!" I shouted and Holly came beside and put her arm around me.

I got up and ran back to the hotel. Finally i got upstairs and was crying like crazy. I was hurting so much. I went into my hotel room that i shared with skip and i packed my stuff and got a cab back to my house. When i arrived, my parents didn't realise how upset i was. They didnt even noticed at all. They were packing and they showed me the house they had brought in Scotland. I told them i was going to go to Scotland early and help set the house up and they would come up in the next few days. I packed most of my stuff and went back to the hotel. My flight was at 9am tomorrow morning to Scotland.

When i arrived back at the hotel, i went upstairs and saw everyone was in Holly and Jai's room again except Beau. I walk in with mascara running down my face and they all turned to face me.

"Where the fuck have you been?" Holly shouted at me coming towards me.

"Just a walk" I said.

Holly rolled her eyes and went back to Jai. I looked around for Beau but i couldn;t see him.

"Where's Beau?" I said wiping my mascara off.

"Beau's in his room getting cleaned up, don't go in there though. I don't really think he wants to speak to you." Holly said.

I ignored her and walked out the room. I opened the door to Beau's room and he was just standing there wiping up the blood from his burst lip with a wet towel.

"Did you faint?" I chuckled, trying to make him laugh.

"Yeah." He said to me bluntly.

"Don't be mad at me" I said to him.

"Why wouldn't i get mad with you!" He said raising his voice and turning to face me. 

"Because. Its me" I said walking toward him.

"Just leave me alone. Clearly we can't even be friends without arguing! Just fucking leave." He shouted.

I am, i felt like saying, but i couldn't. "Listen, i'm sorry, but we were broken up, so i had every right to sleep with him! Plus he was shit anyways, he went for like 2 minutes!" i shouted back.

I heard James, Luke, Jai, Holly, Ronnie and Skip laughing next door.

"You know what Karissa? I don't care! Your single, im single. we're done. You already made that clear, so whatever. Im leaving tomorrow and i couldn't care less anymore." he shouted pounding his fist against the wall.

"So thats it? Your the one who doesn't love me anymore?" I said pushing him back.

"No, I don't love you anymore" He said staring me right in the eye. I gasped and my mouth opened wide, his eyes widen when he realised what he said. I just stood there, 

"Karissa..." He said putting his hand on my shoulder, but i pushed him away from me.

"I hate you! Don;t worry you wont need to see me again anyways!" I shouted and ran out the room. Holly ran out the other room after me and tried to grab me but i ran away and headed home in tears.

He doesn't love me anymore......