Is 'Us' Worth It Anymore

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It's been a few weeks since I left Los Angeles. Tomorrow is Christmas Day and I'm so excited! I asked for a new camera so I could film and take photos!I love doing that. My brother left a week ago and went back to America. He's very happy, and we all keep in touch. He had a new girl, but they haven't officially started dating yet. He won't let any of us see her though. Tomorrow is going to be so much fun though!

I wake up at 9am Christmas Eve and go downstairs and see my mum. I go up to her and cuddle her tightly.

"Your excited for Christmas aren't you?" She says, chuckling.

"Extremely" I said laughing.

I jumped into the couch and sat down. I unlocked my phone and went to tweet on twitter.

"So excited for christmas tomorrow!"

I then turned on the tv, my mum came and sat beside me. She smiled at me and I turned over the TV to E NEWS the best show ever. E NEWS is a up to date show on celebrities and what's going on with them. Who together and who broke up really. I clicked on and they were talking about Ariana Grande and her new boyfriend Big Sean. She's gross anyways.

"I really don't like that girl, she gives me such a headache when she sings" my mum says with a disgusted look on her face. I nod and laugh.

I get a text from Holly. So I unlock my phone. Just as I'm reading the text I hear the name 'Beau Brooks' on the TV. I quickly turn it up and put my phone down.

"A member of the famous youtubers the 'Janoskians' Beau Brooks, has been seen with his ex girlfriend Kristina Kane around Los Angeles outside Kristina's home on Saturday night. The youtuber was seen hugging his ex Kristina, the 'model' around about 7pm Saturday night, but a few weeks before this Beau tweeted on twitter tagging his new girlfriend 'Karissa May' saying that she is his girl and to respect her. We don't know about this do you? Has Karissa and Beau broke up? Is Beau cheating on Karissa? What do you think? Tweet us at @ENews"

Suddenly my heart felt like it had fallen, broke in half, died, punch, abused and died all over again. My eyes stayed looking at the TV for ages. They began to show picture that paparazzi had taken of Beau and Kristina hugging. I felt like I was going to be sick. I wanted to cry and die and I don't even know how to breathe right now.

"Well. Shit" my mum said straight to the point.

"Yeah...shit" I said mumbling my words, still looking at the TV.

My phone vibrated again and I looked down and said 2 unread messages from Holly. The first one was the one I didn't read because I heard Beau's name.

The first one said:

"Hey, I just woke away. Away to go watch ENews. My sisters pissing me off. Want to come over later? Or go shopping?"

The second one said:

"I HOPE TO FUCKING GOD YOU WERENT WATCHING ENEWS. I HOPE YOUR OK IF YOU DID. I'm so sorry. Fuck. I'm on my way right now. Done even care if your asleep.

Oh my god. The dog bell rang and I got up. I opened the door and saw Holly in her pjs. She didn't hesitate to hug me.

"I'm guessing you watched it" she said into my ear.

Holly came in and I shut the door behind her. Still not saying a word. My mum came out the kitchen with a huge knife.

"Do I have to kill some fucker?" She said looking at me and Holly.

Holly laughed and looked at me.

"No mum! Just leave it! Leave me alone!!! Everyone fuck off!" I shouted and ran up to my room and put my phone on the end of my bed. I heard Holly run after me, but I sat in front of the door and pushed on my bed so she couldn't get in. Holly kept pushing and pushing trying to get inside.

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