Forever Is A Long Time (Beau Brooks Fanfic)

Farewell

Today's the day. I really don't want this right now. I hear my alarm go off at 5:30am. I keep my eyes closed and feel around under my pillow to find my phone and turn my the alarm off. I feel Beau move his arms and place them around my stomach and pull me in close to him.

"Not yet, stay with me a little longer" he says quietly and softly as I feel his hot breathe on my neck. I slowly turn around to face him and open my eyes and give him a smile cute smile.

"Why are you so beautiful in the morning?" He says, opening one eye to look at me.

I poke his cheek and come closer to cuddle him. I nuzzle my face into his chest and lay there for a while. He kisses the top of my head and rests his chin on my head.

I slowly raise my head and look at him.

"I think we need to get up. I need to pack" I said looking into his sparkly green eyes. The sun was coming through the curtains and I could feel it on my arm and face.

He closed his eyes again and bit his lip. I could tell he wasn't looking forward to this at all. I think he thought if we go to sleep, I might miss my plane and stay here longer.

At 5:45am someone knocked at the door and I turned around and saw my brother walking in.

"Come on sis, were leaving soon. You need to pack." He said walking over to the bed.

I smile and get up slowly trying not to wake Beau up. I take my suitcase out from the wardrobe and place it on my side of the bed. I pick out a outfit to wear and some shoes. I begin to fold my clothes and my brother hands me my shoes on the floor and then he walks out.

"Don't be long, I'm making breakfast" he says as he leaves.

Beau slowly opens his eyes and sits up.

"Come back to bed" he says pouting.

"You know, I can't, I have to get changed and pack my clothes" I said smiling at him.

He frowns a little and gets out of bed in just his boxers. He walks over to me and comes up behind me and places his arms around my waist. "You smell so good in the morning" he says, and kisses my neck from behind.

I giggle and keep folding my clothes and placing them in my suitcase. He continues to keep pecking my neck and then kisses my cheek. I can't help but laugh at his cuteness. I finally finish packing and I zip up my suitcase. Beau let's go off me and I pick my suitcase up and put it on the floor.

I look at Beau and smile. He smiles back.

"Everything's going to be alright" I said smiling at him with my suitcase in my hand. I tried to stay positive for Beau, but when and truly I was breaking down inside I just wanted to break down and lay on the floor and cry for ages. I couldn't show that because I didn't want Beau to feel upset and feel hurt. I knew he was sad and you could tell he was. We were both hiding our emotions.

He took my suitcase off me and walked in front of me, and out the door and along the corridor and down the stairs. He kept looking back at me just to make sure I was ok. I wasn't going to cry but, I knew I was going to end up crying. I was going to be a waterfall but the side I get on the plane.

We got downstairs and Holly, Jai, Luke, Matt, James and Ronnie were all waiting for us. They had food ready for us. I took a plate of strawberry and ignored the fresh cooked breakfast Matt had made.

"Why you not eating the cooked breakfast?" Matt said looking at me.

"I've never been a good morning eater. I just get sick, plus I have to be on a plane for 8 hours." I said smiling at him. He smiled back and went to sit next to James.