Harry PoV
Somedays I don't even know why I try anymore. Again and Again the pain spreads from my head to my toes with this feeling of emptines and fear.
But this moring, this morning things were different.
I woke up to Alek laughing over the com. and I actually smiled for once. I could feel my heart beating through my chest as my son looked up at me with his bright green eyes.
"Hey baby boy!"
I know that he can't hear me anyways but his doctors said that it would be good for him if I just acted normally around him.
I guess what happened yeaterday with Louis allowed me to get some closure.
He had found someone new, a girl surprisingly.
Her name is Analise McCray. She was a girl I went to primary school with and she was nice then so I hope she will give Louis the love I couldn't give to him.
I could see that what we had wasn't love. It was something entirely different. It was destructive and I feel at peace now.
I haven't even gotten the urge to cut or drink ever since.
Lou and I talked about a custody agreement for Al and we came to an agreement. I would have Alek during the week and he could see him on the weekends.
(Hey guys I know that I haven't posted in a while but that was because I was rushing to finish my work for school. IM A SOPHOMORE NOW WOOP WOOP.! I love you my baes :*
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