MY SAVIOUR| SAN ATEEZ

Part 6

Y/N's POV
He was rambling on and on and on. It started to get annoying so I just decided to accept his offer. Now it's morning and thanks to San I was able to sleep extremely well and comfortably. I wonder out of bed and down to the kitchen where I hear a lot of yelling about something serious. I finally arrived at the kitchen and stood there in silence wearing sans oversized top he provided me with last night since I didn't want to get my other clothes dirty.

Suddenly, it turned from the loudest room on earth to being the quietest. They were all staring at me and I didn't know what to do so I just looked at my feet being the nervous and stupid person I am.

"Morning." San says while beaming a smile which showed his adorable dimples in his cheeks.
"Morning." I mumble in my raspy morning voice.
The members where now talking in a standard volume and San started to approach me.

"Did you sleep well?" He's still smiling at this point and his smile is as blinding as the sun, I could barely even reply it was that distracting but I manage to get some words out.

"Y-yeah I slept fine. Thanks for letting me sleep in your bed." I pretty much mumbled all that.

"Your welcome. Anyways how come you where out so late." The smile suddenly disappears, it was covered by a mask of concern.

"Well, we should probably sit down for this..." we sit down together at the counter and I tell him every little detail about what happened.

"I'm glad you quit. You never deserved that pain and you should've never gone through it." He puts his hand on my shoulder for support.

"What am I suppose to do now?" At this point I'm worried about my future. I have no clue what I'm going to do and how I can ever work again, I built a fear working in that place. A fear of trusting my boss, a fear of pain and failure. I didn't realise how deep I had buried myself in pressure until I felt a tear slide down my face. Is San right? Should've I have suffered the pain? Although, the pain was damaging and painful, it taught me life lessons, it let me improve myself by learning from my mistakes. It made me a better person. I didn't realise how far I had zoned out and that I had built my own world in my head until San brought me back to reality.

"Hey...stop crying, it's okay I'll find something for you. I'll get you a job." He says while hugging me and gently pushing my head on his shoulder to cry.

"No it's fine. It shouldn't be your problem." I manage to sniffle out.

"You have a photography account right? Why not work for us as a photographer? We need several right now and I don't see why you couldn't be one of them." He reassures me.

There it was. That little piece of hope he always gives me. He never gives up on me but why? I'm just a worthless young women who is just learning and starting to walk. People never cared for me like he has, my family left me in a basket outside and orphanage when I was little, they left me with a bracelet and a scarf that I was wrapped in. They left me with no clues, I didn't know where they were but what I did know is they didn't care because they wouldn't have left me there.

"Why?" I blurt out in confusion.

"Why what?" He smiles.

"Why do you care?" I say while meeting his eyes.

"I-I can't tell you that yet but you'll soon see why." That's all he said.

I get up and head to his room drowned in confusion. I sit on the bed and think, I think really hard. But the only thing. I can think of. Is that. That question had something to do with my parents, and he's associated with them. Why won't he tell me what if. He's been coming to the restaurant I work at to see if I'm okay, to maybe report things back to my parents, maybe he owes something to my parents, what if it isn't my parents at all. I try to push the question down, push them away from the centre of my mind but no matter how hard I try. They just seem to comeback and it leaves me stressed and confused, I don't know why... but I want to know, and I will find out, for my saviour cannot keep that away from me forever.

Sorry, once again this was a shitty chapter but I'm just tryna update a bit more. School is kinda getting in the way of things but anyways😟 hope you enjoyed this chapter~ Cute_Hobae