MY SAVIOUR| SAN ATEEZ

Part 7

Y/N's POV
I get changed into the clothes I wore yesterday and tie my hair into a messy bun. I lean on the edge of the sink looking down at the water, it's still. I see the moment... The moment when San told me that he can't tell me. I slowly turn my head up to face my own reflections, I see the younger me. The younger me that was bullied by all the other orphans in the home, the only person that cared for me was my  cousin who was also abandoned.

Moments like this haunt me, remind me that I will never be able to forget about my past. That something or someone will always remind me of it. My past isn't something to be proud of, but it's something I can learn from. The moments keep on replaying over and over again, almost like a disc that was broken. I just was to break that disc, edit it, to make my past something I can remember, something I can smile at. Something I can be proud of. But i can't.

The door opens quietly, I didn't bother to look at who it was, I was too focused. "Are you alright?" The gentle raspy voice says, it was Seonghwa. Seonghwa was a man with a bright heart, he cared for others, whether he knew them or not. He was always smiling, always joking around; even if the mood was low. He was a very optimistic man, he saw the best in everyone and on top of this he was a very good looking man as well.

"Yes I'm fine," I peer over my shoulder and make eye contact with him before look back and pulling the plug out of the sink. I turn around to look at him and he just tilts his head at me.

"Your not okay, I know your not." He smirks and chuckles.
"I should've known you would've got onto that lie easily." I fold my arms in annoyance and roll my eyes.

"I'm not okay and it's for personal reasons." I scoff and head towards the bathroom door, when I could hand grabs my arm; causing me to shoot my head back around and pull my arm out of his grasp. "I said it was for personal reasons."

He hesitated to say something but I just carry on walking out, I start heading towards the door to leave.

"Thanks for letting me stay but I've got to go now." I grabbed my bag and folded my arms around the strap.

"Your welcome, you know, you could stay another night. You do look a bit pale."Hongjoong says while beaming a smile at me.

"I'm fine, just- I'm fine don't worry about it." I smile at him and wave goodbye. I left before they could say anything else, I know there just trying to help me but I want to be independent, I need to solve my own problems. The last thing I want is someone solving them for me....

Sorry I haven't been very active lately, but I'm working on something new, and it's Ateez related.Yay! Anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter~Cute_Hobae