MY SAVIOUR| SAN ATEEZ

Part 8

Y/N's POV
I shut the door behind me and turn around to stare at my apartment in front of me. My mind was clouded, I couldn't think straight. I slide down my door with my back against it. I don't know what to do, how will I do this alone. Yes I don't want people solving my problems but, I guess I could use so help. I tear rolls down my right cheek slowly, I felt like I had pressure weighing down on my shoulders. I felt like I was being squished, I couldn't breathe, it was to much for me.

I suddenly feel my eyes become heavy and before I know it, I'm drifting off into dreamland. The darkness is replaced by a white light that appears everyday, as I drift off to sleep. I see a woman appear, she has a heavenly image and looks like an angel. Her hair shines like wheat, blowing gently in the warm but wintery wind. Her eyes as blue as the ocean that covers the globe, the fair pale skin that could only ever belong to her. Along side her stands a male angel, his figure is very masculine and he stands tall with a very stubborn and stiff posture, his hair as brown as dark chocolate and eyes and green as an evergreen tree on a winters day.

They're fingers interlocked, like they could never be separated. Those fingers appeared every night, but they were my source of energy and determination. They were my parents, pushing me on to live a better life and learn from my mistakes everyday. Yes, they died when I was young, but they are the reason I still live on today, there the reason my anxiety, stress and depression is kept far away from me.

They beckon for me to push away all my stress and close my eyes. They tell me to think of the happiest moments in my life, they tell me to stay encouraged and continue to make my memories. Suddenly, they tell me to not push away Ateez, I wondered why they brought them up. I couldn't stop myself to ask them "Why?" They look at me and smile, there smiles blind me and I shade my eyes in order to continue looking at them. They stay silent, with that annoying smirk on their face. My mother's only reply was "You will find out soon."

I'm engulfed back into darkness and return back to my reality... I wonder what I am going to do now.

Sorry this chapter was short and confusing but im just trying to update as much as I can ❤️ anyways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter.~ Cute_Hobae