in love with a broken smile

( chapter one) It was my first day at this school. Follow your Future, how gay is that name? What do they even mean by follow your future? Most people don’t like in kindy. They all wanted to be the first guy to fly to the moon and live there but now its like we have no idea. I have no idea I’ve been stuck in this hell of a shit house with my dumb little brother and my mum and dad for the last 15 years doing nothing. Now, it’s back to school I really have no idea why I even dropped out of school. I just gave up. I had no life and still don’t but I promised my dad if I didn’t have a job by the time I was 14, I would go back to school at study. God knows why I said that -.- anyway I just got dressed into the most gayest uniform ever like the socks are frkn cream colour what the actual shit. So, I’m waiting in the locker room with heaps of girls in here and all the boys are outside playing fotty and eating hash browns. All the girls in the locker room just stand and stare like they’ve seen a ghost. I swear I heard one ask their friends if I was hot, like seriously, I already know the slut group now.. I was standing in the corner with my gay ass uniform and bag. I look on my phone to see what the time was I swear I was gonna fall asleep leaning my head against the wall. I look at my phone 9:05 and we start at 9:30  why does this school start so late?

I lean my head against the wall again after looking at the time down on my phone., I see this pretty nice, gentle girl walking towards me with a beautiful smile on her face. She looks at me straight into my eyes and we meet she said hi I replied with a hey as she gave me a warm gentle hug and said “welcome to follow your future aha what a name right!” with a giggle as she looks onto the ground

“haha thanks “ I replied, im Sasha btw aha ill show you your locker if you want? She then said “well thanks im ben yeah sure thanks(:” we began talking her locker was just in front of mine we could both see each other and everything she waited by my side and helped me put my books in my locker neatly she told me about all the groups and all the nice and mean people I should look out for and who to hang with, she said that I could hang with her at lunch and stuff and if I ever needed help or anything to go to her.

‘what form are you in?’ she said with a cute smile on her face

‘Ahhh ahh idk haha I think hope is it? The light purple bluey colour’ I said in confusion

She started laughing out loud, its really loud and comforting and is so cute when she tries to hold it in. “HAHAHA that’s it! Hope! Aha weird name huh? your in my form aha (: you could sit next to me there is a spare desk and everything so why not? Well only if you want to that is she said giving me a blush. ‘aha yeah sure cutie’ I said giving her a smirk smile

‘So ben! How old are you anyway? Like you don’t look like a year 10 no offense aha” she said as she giggled .. “haha yeah true im 17 actally I dropped out of my old school 4 years ago I have no idea why tbh I just gave up I guess my life was a mess” giving her a fake smile while telling her

“Ah well that’s no good L life I tough! And it truly sucks! Aha but I think your life will get better since your back at school you can start fresh!:)” we both smiled at each other

A few seconds later we are still at my locker just standing there she grabs hold of my hand and pulls me into the class “WE ARE GOING TO BE LATE! Come on!(: ahah” so we run into our class room as she got a chair for herself and I.

She introduces me to all the people in her class including the teacher his in his mid 40’s and his really nice and welcoming. “I see you’ve made friends with Sasha he gives a weird old giggle  she’s a lovely girl she won’t leave you out for anything aha very nice young lady she isJ” he said while handing me my timetable for this term .” ha ha thanks um sir” I say back giving him a weird look while walking back to my desk