in love with a broken smile

in love with a broken smile~ 5

Ben’s POV: sash ended up walking out of the whole shopping centre pissed at me because I never told her about my psycho mum, I was just embarrassed to tell her about my mum she cheated on dad and he still forgive her, she a liar and I wish she never just appeared into my life or Sasha’s. I ran after sash and I saw her crying, ‘hey Sasha I’m really sorry I didn’t tell you about my mum it’s just I was embarrassed and I never wanted you to know coz I wouldn’t know what you would think sorry’ when I looked at sash she started smiling and she gave me a hug, ‘hey you alright?’ i said to sash as I held  her in my arms tightly, “I just thought Diana was your girlfriend” she said as she was going red ‘awwww sash! Cutie’ soooo why didn’t you tell me about your mum?’ i thought you would stop talking to me after you knew how weird and crazy she was, and I thought you would of left, I’m sorry sash, ‘beeeeen! Don’t be silly okay, I’m not one of those judgmental people so relax’ she said while wrapping her arms around my waist it felt so good tingles ran through my whole body when she held me tight, ‘ well lets go home then?’ yeah sure I said back, we held hands as we were waking to the bus stop, we finally got in the bus after a whole 20 min waiting for it to come, I let sash go in before me and the bus was really full “sash we can’t sit next to each other the bus is packed”, agh what but what is someone tries to kill me? She says while laughing “oh wooooow sasha” i say while giving her money for the bus.

Me and sash are facing each other on the bus, an old guy is talking to her about his grandkids and showing her pics of them and stuff, all you can bloody hear on the bus is sash going awwwwwwwww, I’m sitting next to a young teenaged girl, she’s blonde and skinny, she’s pretty hot but she’s wearing a really short skirt and a tank top, “hey” I say to her , she gave me a giggle ‘aha hey’ I turned back and started looking at sash again I saw the old guy staring at me it was really creepy he gave me the evils, I looked over at sash again who was right beside her but she wasn’t looking she was too busy looking at the photos, he then looked at the girl beside me and starting looking back and forth at me and her, I was getting so confused and it started to annoying me, “sash we’re getting off here” I say smiling at her, she smiles back and says “ok”, as we were getting off the bus I felt something in my back pocket of my shorts, I turned around and I saw the blonde girl giving me a wink as I was leaving “oh bye” I say with a smirk on my face, ‘’finally off the bus! That old guyyyyy was creepy! aye i say to sash’’ ‘ben! You idiot!’ sash says while she gives me a huge slap, ouch! I say with pain laughing at the same time,’ whaattt?’ look behind you, you dumbass she said while pointing her finger to the back of me, I turned around and the old guy was there staring and me and moaned. Shit!

Sasha’s P.O.V:  I was still saying bye to the old cute guy outside ben’s house ben didn’t even bother saying bye to him how rude, I finally said bye to the old guy brax, I went inside as the door was open and I see ben on the couch sleeping, I smiled at myself he looked so cute and comfortable, that’s when I say a piece of paper in his shorts half in and out, I walk towards ben and take it out, it’s a note with a number (note)” hey sexy call me it was nice sitting next to you today” I got so mad and just wanted to yell, I then looked and ben he started to move around, that little blonde show off I said aloud, “ what did you say sash?” I saw ben say looking up at me, “why don’t you call your little play mate! I yell and ran as fast as I could to my room, ben ran after me but luckily I got in the room before he did, I slid down on the door banging my head on the wall, tears rushing down my face, why do I have to be so in love with him! aghh I yell at myself not realizing ben is out the door, “Sasha open the door please I can explain” I heard him say with a slow I’m not alright voice, “nooo! Leave me alone ben” I say trying not to make it obvious that I’m crying, “no sash I’ not leaving this door until we talk face to face” he says in a determine voice, I didn’t reply..

Ben’s P.O.V: I could hear the pain in Sasha’s voice when she tried to answer me, aghhh damn! Why am I such an idiot! That’s when I knew why the old guy on the bus was looking at me and the blonde chick he proberly thought something was going on! Aghhhh I punch the wall hard and I yelled in extreme pain ahhhhhhh ahhh ahhhh I run to the bathroom to put my hand under cold running water, still yelling in pain I can feel tears running down my face, crap!, I then stop but started to moan in pain and I heard Sasha’s door open “ you okay?” she said as I turned around to look over at her still crying with red cheeks, “yeah I’ll be okay thanks sash” I started to walk over to her but she run straight to her room again, ‘sash really? Can we talk please’ I try to open the door but it’s locked,

Sasha P.O.V: I fell asleep, someone knocking on the door woke me up ‘Sasha hey its Casey ben’s brother I’m a bit scared can you come down with me to eat also I need to talk to someone please?’ I opened the door and I see ben’s little brother his so cute and adorable! “Hey yeah sure” I said back to him with a smile lets go. So why are you mad at ben anyway just to let you know his in the kitchen Casey said to me “agh its fine I guess” i replied to him “ so why are you  guys fighting?” he said going red as he was scared, I look at him and said “well” ‘mhhhmmm?’ he hummed back “ let’s just girls and his handsome looks aye” I said back not wanting to tell him, I looked back at Casey and saw him going red from laughter hahaha wow your jealous aren’t you Sasha? “What no!, how could you even say that Casey? Your little you don’t understand” crap! I say in my head, that little bum hole how could he possibly know aghhh,

It took 1 hour for Casey to finish his bloody dinner and him asking 50 billion questions every second, I started to fall asleep on the dinner table, ben’s dad wasn’t home yet I think he was still at work or something, I felt my eyes get heaver and heaver and I started to close my eyes slowly and fall asleep I still heard Casey ask me questions

I felt something lifting up my sleeves, it tickled, I just woke up and it was hard to open my eyes I couldn’t see clearly I turned my head around to see who was lifting my sleeves, she was dark haired and she had a pretty tattoo on the side of her hand, she backed away slowly as my eyes started to clear up, I looked at my arm and my sleeve was up fully, that was the arm I cut on, “what were you doing?” I say with confusion, who is she? and what does she want?..

short sorry but hope you liked!(: by rebekah adam xoxox chapter 5