in love with a broken smile

in love with a broken smile~ chapture 4

I heard sash’s phone ring it woke me up, she looked at her phone and saw that it was her brother but she just looked back at me like she saw nothing, she’s hiding something ,she says she told me everything but really when she hasn’t I can tell that she’s hiding something I can feel like she hasn’t told me everything yet

we both get ready for school its about 8:30 school doesn’t start for another hour so we have time, sash was pretty quiet as she was getting dressed it was a little bit weird but I didn’t ask her if anything was wrong, I just left it for today, “beeeeeeeeen “ she said longing my name “yessss” I replied, she just stared at me smiling “hmmm what are you up to miss cheeky?” I say giving her a smirk smile, “do we have to go to school todayyy?” she said while going red, “hahah miss Sasha wanting to skip school that’s a first!” I say back, “oh shut up ben, so can we?”, I think for a way to ask dad if we can skip school today “aghhh fineee but you’re asking my dad” wait what!” she started getting mad and hit me it was funny I tried not to make her more red ‘haha sash ill ask him silly’ her face started to redden down, she started giggling’ you’re not funny! Aha I’m going to get out of my school cloths then’ I look her straight into the eyes and walk closer to her and say ‘can I help you?’ BEN! THAT’S GROSS! Go away, she said actually quite mad, I was trying not to laugh but I couldn’t help it, babahahahahaha I’m sorry sash ‘boys aghh  bathetic’ she said as she rolled her eyes ‘ I see how it is ahah’ I say back giving her puppy dog eyes ..

sashhhhhhhhhh are you dressed already man you take forever hurry up, ‘I’ll be right out sorry’ she said back, what are you even doing in there sash? ‘I’m just putting my makeup on, I’m ready’

sash pov: as I walked out of ben’s room, I saw him standing there at the door shaking his head “what?” I say to him, ‘make up seriously sash? You don’t even need it! Your already beautiful Sasha’ I started laughing well you know me I can’t live without make up, I grab his hand a go downstairs, as we were going downstairs to get our shoes ben’s dad is at the end of the stairs staring at us, I go a little red and say “hey Mr carter” ‘morning Sasha, what are you guys doing today then as you are apparently “sick”? he says looking at us both, ‘well I was thinking to go to the shops to buy sash some clothes and shoes and stuff ben says while looking at me then back to his dad, good idea do you have money for the bus? Ben’s dad says while grabbing his wallet and handing $20 to the both of us, have fun guys!!! He says making this really funny but creepy face, ahahah I love your dad his fabulous!, oh please no sash don’t you start aha,

we start walking to the bus stop, as some girl started looking at ben I got really mad she gave him a node and he smiled back aghhhhh I hate all these girls why do they always have to do that jeez, “OH WOW BEN” I say to him in a fierce tone, aha what? He says back pretending like nothing even happened, ‘you’re a dick head’ I say getting really annoyed, “is someone jealousssss?” he says giving me a smirk, oh sasha

ben’s P.O.V: sash ignored me for the whole entire bus ride, it’s really cute how she gets so jealous, she’s sitting next to me trying not to talk even tho we both know that she wants too, she’s looking outside the window we are nearly at the shops, I looked at her and the sun was shining onto her face making her dark brown air lighten up and her big brown eyes glow with her long eyelashes from the mascara, I stare at her for a while now, she just has this glow to her that makes me feel like she’s meant to be here with me and she makes me feel so happy and free, she started smiling out of the window I tried to look at what she was smiling at and it was an old couple holding hands I giggled to myself quietly aha she is different, different too all the other girls, I looked down to her arms as I saw her scars it tore me apart who would of thought sash was a girl who made others smile but herself, I pulled my hand towards hers and held her hand tight, we both smiled and our eyes met, nearly there I say smiling at her she stops and looks at her shoes then looks back at me saying “I still hate you aha” ouch! Ahaha I love you too sash I said giving her a wink, well here’s our stop come on I say while we still hold hands and get off the bus, sooo what shop shall it be first sash, ‘ummmm vallygirl!” she says excitingly, ahah alright vallygirl it is I say back

I’m waiting extremely patiently for sash while she’s trying some dress on, oh my gosh sash hurry up will you?! “ben! Would you wait! I look fat in this okay!”, I looked around the room while I rolled my eyes to myself and that’s when I saw her, what is she even doing here! Aghhh seriously Sasha can’t see her and even know about her, sash hurry up please, I can’t let her see me or sash, sash can never know she won’t understand, and Sasha is just taking her time to get out, sash! Seriously your starting to piss me off now hurry up! , she finally got out and I saw she was sad from me yelling at her, “sorry” she said as she lowered her head, “just come with me okay? Are you getting the dress or not?” I said back as I was still pissed off, “yeah I’ll just go pay now” she said with a quiet voice “well hurry up Sasha” I said back staring at her in her eyes, “ I got it” sash said to me as I was hiding in the corner hoping Diana wouldn’t see me, “ben” she said in curiosity, “yeah?” , she waited a bit  she just started at me for 2 mins and she then said, “who are you trying to hide from? It’s obvious that you are don’t lie” “sash don’t be silly I’m not hiding from anyone let’s just go okay? I said back in relief, “whatever” sash said, I knew Sasha was pissed off I could see it, it was so obvious, Diana walked out of the vallygirl and sash bumped into her, my face went pale white and that’s when Diana sad my name…. ben? Diana said to me in shock, ‘ahhh ahhh no who’s ben? I think your getting mixed up with someone else sor, as I was about to say sorry that’s when sash was really mad and confused, “ben! What is going on here?” sash said in a loud mad tone, ‘sash just forget about it okay! Ill tell you when we get home alright just leave it’ I say to sash while I see Diana walking away, “wait wait! Diana stop!” sash ran to Diana and grabbed her bag to stop her, sash grabbed her bag real tight and that’s when everything fell out and we both saw it

A gun, some white stuff in a bag it looked like drugs, sash backed away and I then held her in my arms while tears run down Sasha’s eyes because she was really sad, “ ahhhh boo who is your little girlfriend crying ben!?” Diana said to me, I got so mad and I yelled at her “MUM STOP!” I looked at sash and she was rolling her eyes walking up and down, “mum? Ben what do you mean mum?” and that’s when things started to get messy with me and sash

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Capture 4! Hope u liked I will ost more soon! Sory this wasn’t a long one but pls read!(: xoxoxoxo