in love with a broken smile

in love with a broken smile~ 2

chapture 2.

Ben’s POV: sash and I were having a moment it was so perfect. I grabbed both of her hand and we both reached each other’s eyes her dark brown big eyes brings out her smile it’s so warm and gentle I just wanted to give her a small kiss but I don’t want to destroy our friendship I just meet her a few weeks ago and I’m already falling for her, idk she might think it’s too fast and I really don’t want to rush with her or make her feel rushed either I just want to take my time and get to know her and see what she Is hiding I know she’s hiding something is obvious she just want tell me right now and its bugging me but I don’t want to force her to tell me it will make things worse. While me and sash were having our first amazing perfect real moment.. Maddie came and pushed sash on the back and told her to move. I saw Sasha get a little mad and I could tell that she wanted to punch Maddie on the face, Maddie pushed sash and pushed me gently onto the wall she slid her finger down my face and said “kiss me”. I rolled my head and started laughing I felt sash get more angry and just wanted to take me away and keep me  with her. It was really cute I saw her blushing and getting mad at the same time. “Maddie! Can’t you see that he doesn’t want to gosh just go away” sash said aloud while taking my hand and leaving to go to the class. ‘haha wow slow down Sasha!” I said jokily,

(Back to the story) 

It’s not funny ben okay? Maddie is a serious bitch and you can’t hang out with her or be with her I won’t let you! Aha I’m sorry benno it’s just she’s no good for you all she cares about is boys and she will end up hurting you if you go out with her and I don’t want to see you get hurt. Sash said as she was walking faster and faster around in circles. “Sasha wow just calm down okay? Everything is going to be fine Maddie is really not my type and I know she’s a bitch I can see it,so I’ll be fine I promise aha you have nothing to worry about babe ;) I said back with a wink aha.. aghhh aha fuck off ben ahah, you know you love me sash.

The bell went school was finally over this was such a shit day, I only got to see sash in the morning, I don’t know where she was at lunch and stuff she was getting me worried a bit , I went to go open her locker if she was still at school her bag and books where still in there.. “oi!” I turned around and it was sash I gave her a big smile as she gave me one back too ‘are you trying to steal my books?’ she said trying to be serious with a little giggle in-between it.. aha nooo I was just checking if you were here we missed you at lunch’ I say back while wrapping my hands around her for a hug,’ haha aww did someone miss meeeee how sweet! She said as she put her hands behind her neck, I had shivers going through my whole my body good ones too I felt such a strong connection with sash I just wanted to kiss her and hold her every day in my arms I just wanted to be with her and wanted her to know that she was special to me.

We stay in the possession for a while now she leans her head into my chest and I feel something wet going through my top, it was her tears she started crying and she didn’t want me to see her, she hugged me tighter and said nothing…. nothing at all.. I heard her she was trying too say sorry for crying but she really didn’t need too’ it’s okay to cry I say to sash. But she didn’t answer, I sat her down outside on the bench near the fake grass of where we sit and I got her some tissues and her bag for her.. I sat down next to her wrapping one arm around her and the other holding her left hand, ‘soooo who’s picking you up?’  I asked softly .. ah I’m not sure she answered ,I can wait here until someone gets you? I say to sash while rubbing her back.. she started crying she was struggling to say that she didn’t want to go back home and that she was scared she got up and walked away I then followed her, she started crying more louder and louder and said she was scared, I calmed her down and told her she could come home with me and stay as long as she needed. “oh and btw I’m not taking no for an answer your staying with me and my annoying family will love you!” hehe

Okay thanks ben aha sash said with a little giggle at the end. Haha come on my dad is waiting on us, here let me bring your bag . “no ben aha you’ve done enough  “ she said with a smile on her face

 We finally reached the car and dad gave a weird look to me, he then looked over to Sasha and saw her make up all messy on her face and then understood.

Well ello ello ello!’ I’m dave ben’s farther nice to meet you(:

“Nice to meet you too I’ve heard a lot about you like really a lot aha” sash said with a big grin on her smile it’s the biggest I’ve seen all day and I know it’s real I can feel the warmth and sweetness of her smile it’s just  comforting. 

Sasha was quite the whole way to my house and that’s not normal for her she’s comfortable being herself in front of dad so why is she so quite? Something is wrong something bad I can just tell something bad is bothering her but she won’t say and every time you try to ask her even the slightest bit she just changes the subject. The thing that is stuck in my head is her saying that she’s scared when she told me she was scared to go home I could see the pain in her eyes it shuttered me into pieces, I just wanted to help, there’s something inside her that she’s holding onto but she won’t let it out no one bit I guess I just have to wait and see. We got home we got our bags out of the car and went inside sash followed me inside and looked scared at first she whispered into my ear “what  if your mum and dad don’t like me I’m really scared ben” she said as she was going red.” Ahah just relax they will love you just fine I promise you sash just relax loosen up! Aha “ i say while showing her into the spare room next to mine ‘hereee we are make yourself  at home and I mean it!’ I say while giving her a huge smile . “ahah aww thanks ben!” she says while giving me a hug and going a little red. ‘is it alright if I have a shower?’ she says awkwardly,” hahah sash I did say make yourself at home silly” I say back to her while laughing and making fun of her, “oh shut up benno” sash says while trying to hold her laugh in too.

Oh shit! I jus got out of the shower and I only have my bra and undies and pants on, I sneak oit of the bathroom quickly as I can the bathroom is right next to ben’s room fuck! Why does this have to happen to mee I say while slapping myself. I wrap the towel around my body and walk into  ben’s room trying to steal a top from his draw before he came back upstairs, ‘oh shit sorry!’ sash! .. omg ben! Don’t look! . ahah hay what the big deal you have a bra on’ ben says while being cheeky, yeah but still, ben walks up to me and reaches for my arms but I pull away’ what’s wrong sash? Ben asked me trying not to get annoyed that I’m not telling him’ agh just don’t worry ben. Okay I’m sorry he says being all cute he pulls me into a hug for a while we pull away and he holds my arms then he looks at them and that’s when I realised he saw..

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Capture 2! Hope you guys enjoyed! Hopefully its good! Xoxox  plz vote! Xx still working on capture 3!