in love with a broken smile

in love with a broken smile~ chapture 3

Ben’s POV:  I wanted to kiss her so bad, I had those scary butterfly’s in my tummy I looked down as I was holding onto both arms and that’s when I saw it, lets say saw them I was in complete shock and that’s when I realised why she has been away and why she didn’t come to lunch and that why she was crying, i stared  and her arms for a while now, I didn’t realise she was there in tears, she was trying to pull away as hard as she could but I didn’t let her, “why didn’t you tell me sash?” I say with shock, she started shaking her head and said ‘it’s not a big deal okay, its fine I promise’ she started crying even more, I started getting pissed off of how she said  it’s not a big deal,  I came out in rage and raised my voice, “SASH! SINCE WHEN IS HURTING YOURSELF NOT A BIG DEAL HUH!” how could you say that?! Sash? Aghhh I’m sorry it’s just, I never would of thought that, I grabbed her into a hug and she laid on my chest I kissed her forehead softly and she fell asleep, I got up softly and gently trying not to wake her I realise she still is only wearing her bra so I put a blanket over her, I looked over to her hips and tummy she looked so relaxed and perfect but there was something dark on her hips and tummy there were big dark black and blue bruises, I stared at them for 10 mins now that’s when I realise why she was saying she was scared to go home, maybe her mum and dad hit her, I was so mad I just wanted to go rush to her house and find out what they did to her but I didn’t want to cause any drama and I didn’t want to tell her I saw them, she was upset enough,

I went down stairs to go get something to eat, of course there’s nothing in this house to eat fkn hell this sucks, “water it is then” as I was pouring a glass of cold water I heard dad talking to a few people outside, there was 2 girls and a guy, they sounded so familiar, I was walking up to the window but the door opened wide and it was a girl I didn’t want to ever see again, “ben!” I heard someone say I turned around and it was her, her my ex the one that I use to love but lied and cheated on me like I was a piece of dirt, oh hey Kate  , I say rolling my eyes, she came over to give me a hug which I really didn’t want her to do, “what can’t we even hug now?” she says in a moody tone, ‘what are you doing here Kate  ?’, me and mum where just passing by the street and I saw your house and asked mum if we could come over for a bit, as she was blushing I turned away and walked myself back upstairs, Kate  followed me to my room, I turned back fast “WHAT AREE YOU DOING?” stop following me Kate seriously, in a mad tone so she could get it through her head Kate  I don’t even want you in my house so just f**k off would you?. I turned around back to my room, I see sash waking up, so I calmed myself down ,well hello miss Sasha, I say in a funny voice giving her a smile at the same time, haha ello ben sorry I didn’t mean to fall asleep, don’t be sorry! You were tired sash silly. ”oh who’s this? Sash says with a smiley face, Kate what the hell I told you to leave I say in a firm tone, “wow ben seriously, who’s this your new girlfriend!?” Kate says back, “sash this is Kate my bitch of an ex I told her to leave me alone but of course she wouldn’t and she followed me up here” I say looking at Kate straight into the eyes” sash trys not to laugh out loud “aha um interesting” sash says blushing, Kate decides to leave finally, I sit beside sash and hand her one of my tops to put on, I smile and look to the floor, “what’s wrong ben” she says as giving me a rub on my back, oh nothing it’s alright. I wanted to ask her how she got that massive mark on her body and why she’s scared to go home, she looks at me into my eyes “NOOOOOOO come tell me now! Aha”, I pull her into a hug and lift  her top up while rubbing her mark, “owe” she says scrunching her nose , “how” I say looking into her eyes, she stayed quite pulling herself out of my arms, she run out of my room with  tears rushing down her face, I run after her but she locks the room that she’s in, she was crying louder and louder, I heard her sliding down the door banging her head too, I whispered “ hay sash look I’m really sorry I didn’t mean to upset you it’s just I wanted to know, I want to know what’s going on I get worried can you just please open the door and we’ll talk about it please? “ I stayed at the door for about half an hour now, its not like sash to not talk for more then 10 mins,

It was about 8:30 sash hasn’t come out to even have dinner I knew dad wanted to ask some questions but he didn’t, he knew she was upset already, after dinner I went upstairs to my room I didn’t even bother trying to talk to sash I knew she wasn’t going to answer anyway, “time to do my homework then agh” I say to myself.

Sasha’s POV:

Its about midnight, ben hasn’t come to my door to try to talk to me, he saw my arms and now my marks on my body! I’m not mad at him I’m just mad at myself for not thinking that he could see them, I passed  out at dinner I didn’t want to see or talk to ben it’s just too hard at the moment, i walk out of my room slowly and quietly, I go to ben’s room the door in closed I put my ear against his door and listen if his still awake, I smile at myself I can hear him doing his homework I want to open the door and talk to him but I just can’t not now I’m just scared if he will ask more questions, I walk back to my room, regretting it, I sit there wondering when I should go back, its 2:00 am now, why am I falling for him, why his never going to like me or the stuffs I’m going through or that he can’t know about the secret not now not ever he will hate me, he wouldn’t want anything to do with me, I walked to ben’s room again, I put my ear against the door but I hear nothing, I opened the door I see him sleeping, I tried not to laugh out loud as he was sleep talking, I went closer to his bed and crept in slowly I went and cuddled him lying next  to him, he turned around, pushing my hair out of my face as he kissed my forehead, “hey beautiful” he said in a corky  voice, I giggled aha “hey sorry that I woke you and about what happened before”. Noooo don’t be sorry sash I was waiting for you to come in, and shhhh we don’t need to talk about it sash its fine okay? He said while kissing my nose, we cuddled and talked about school and I fell asleep in his arms…

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