In love with a weirdo (Major Editing)

Confessions

Chapter 15

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"Tell me all about it" Justin said

I held well to my ice cream and kept on eating while talking

"I met him in 9th grade" I started "He was everything I ever dreamt of, a smile to die for, handsome and a playful personality"

Justin sat closer to me

"He was popular and I was just my normal boring self so when he started talking to and showing interest I was more than happy"

"He made me feel stuff I thought I was never capable of feeling" I said "I heard people all the time saying why does he care about her she's not good enough for him but I still kept going"

"I fell for him slowly. Everything felt perfect until he started to change" My eyes started to tear up "he started getting angry at me, he called me name and I didn't do anything he simply became someone else"

"I talked to him about it and he told me that this is his normal self" I said " and I didn't care about his change because I love him"

"He was everything to me and then out of a sudden I went to school and I didn't find him anywhere" now I'm crying really hard "he didn't answer any of my calls and then i heard one of his friends saying that he moved to Florida and will never come back"

"It broke my heart to million pieces like what did I do ? All I wanted was to be loved"

"I called him more than a hundred times and he didn't answer me not even for once"

"That's it" I said "a stupid story right?  I fell for someone who ditched me at the first opportunity"

Justin hugged me tightly

"I'm here for you" He said while hugging me "I'll never leave you and I'm gonna wait until you're ready"

"You're so nice to me even after all I did for you" I said

"All you did was making my life better" Justin smiled "I love you and I'm not scared to say it"

"I'm not ready yet" I said "I'm scared that I'll hurt you"

"You can never hurt me but I'm gonna wait" he said planting a kiss on my cheek and I hugged him again

I woke up on something so soft. I realized I fell asleep with my head on Justin's lap

I watched him sleeping and I know one thing for sure now. I wasn't in love with Jason aka my 9th grade asshole I was in love with the feeling he made me feel no with him.

I realized that I can watch Justin sleeping all my life and I won't get bored. Is that what people call love ?

*6 hours later*

"Are you sure about this?" I said to Justin while hiding in the bushes

You'll probably be thinking what we are doing here

After a night full of alot alot alot of sugary stuff we lost control so Justin decided that it would be a good idea to prank my stupid cousin and that's why we are hiding behind the bushes

"Itchy powder ?" Justin asked

"Check"

"Purple dye?"

"Check"

"Why did you choose purple?" Justin asked with raised eyebrows

"I love purple" i grinned