Is it always going to be this way?
Am I always feel like this?
Will I always feel nothing at all?
Is it better to be dead?
Or empty?
I want to know,
No.
I need to know.
I need to know if I have options.
If I have a future.
Or if it's always going to be this way.
What if it doesn't get better?
What if it just gets worse?
Who's going to save me?
I can't save myself,
I tried and it didn't work.
This is tiring.
It's exhausting.
I can't breathe,
I can't see,
I can't live.
