The Boys that Taught me How to Love

Friendships with benefits

Sex

It is a double edge sword one could say, it can be used as an expression of showing another person their love for the other or it can be a pursue for one individual's pleasure and inner urges. That summer before she started high school, Yein had taken her cousin's advice but as mentioned before, the summer fling she had was less warm and promising for the future. She didn't think they would last after summer since she remembers Hoseok saying that all things come to an end when the sun is gone in a summer fling and that is exactly what she prepared for herself, however she was wrong.

In actual fact, he still wanted to see her after the summer and Yein knew that she was stupid to fall in love with this boy after all, their relationship was spontaneous and fun, not loving and promising. However, one cannot control their feelings and who they develop for, sometimes it just happens. The fifth boy that taught Yein another important lesson of love, was a deeply respected dancing and school sunbae who had the centre light on him all the time. He taught her how love is shown physically through their inner urges and touches between two lovers and how exciting and warm, however he also taught her how people can use other for their own reasons.

Park Jimin

It all started at the dancing camp that Hoseok and Mijoo hosted, many would have thought that Yein and Jungkook may have done something more than just that kiss that one night however both unknowingly decided to act as if it never happened. Instead, a certain boy had his eyes on Yein, analysing her and before she knew it, a kiss leaded to more and more and the pleasure that Jimin gave her was something she had never experienced in her entire life.

"Why didn't you tell me you're a virgin?" Jimin asked after the first time they had sex. Yein was under the sheets, covering her red cheeks, trying to hide her embarrassment.

"Aigoo, why are you so shy? I've seen everything and I'm only asking because I'm worried if you were saving it for someone special."

Yein wondered if she should have saved it for her husband, after all parents have always told their children that sex comes after marriage and there was no rush for it.

"Is it bad what we did?" Yein asked innocently and the nineteen year old gave her a cheeky smile before ruffling her already messy hair from their previous activities.

"Nope, as long as the dude wears a condom and he's clean. Remember if you do it with another boy that they must always have a condom okay?" Jimin caressed her cheek, making Yein blush.

Jimin gave her a small kiss on her forehead, before pulling her to his chest and pulling both of them down to sleep. He pulled the covers over them as Yein found warmth in the body she was resting on and for the first time in her life she not only lost her virginity but is sleeping next someone, naked, cuddling. It reminded her of that night where Jungkook had pulled her into his arms as well, but the feeling was different.

Yein wasn't sure if it was because Jimin was bare and Jungkook wasn't.

***

"Is it true that you slept with Jimin hyung?"

Yein and Jungkook were in their share dorm, they were resting since they had been dancing since eight in the morning and now it was ten in the evening. Yein was lying on Jungkook's bed while playing games on his game console that he brought, the said boy just came out of the shower, drying his hair.

"How do you know?!" Yein blushed while Jungkook gave her a smirk.

"Word travels quick, especially when it comes to Jimin hyung." Jungkook sat next to her, "So I'm taking that as a yes."