stop acting like everyone is against you it's not helping "i cAnT hElP bEiNg dEpREsEd" yet i cant even fucking realize that i got people around me that care
but nOoO i always gotta be like "If i sit a certain way, someone might look and think negatively about me"
this is really annoying i want more friends i want a relationship and i was all these things that i know will make me happy
i need a therapist i want to be happy now
im sick of this
maybe ill finally be put on meds
HOPEFULLY i can get meds for ADD or whatever the fuck i have that makes me overly energetic
again im done
i want to be a new person, reinvent myself.
but for that to change i have to start being less self-concious maybe if i step out of my comfort zone ill be a better person to be around
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anyways heres a terrible meme that i put in these rants
