you just make me feel
giddy
happy
or whatever stupid synonym you want
but i shouldnt deny that i love you
however i hate the thought of confronting you on this
maybe youd get all distant or smthn
im put of practice considering ive been "out of the game" for almost 4 years now
i couldnt even handle my last relationship because i didnt understand my feelings; but what if it happens again?
what if i hurt you
i csbt even think about how shitty id feel about that, not to mention how itd effect you
theres so much to consider,,,
i could end up destroying you just like ive done with others
that's gonna be another part gimme like 5 months
it makes my stomach churn everytime i think about it
or it could be the dumb caffeine that i had today
either way
im scared,,,
