n e r v o u s // shawn mendes

seventeen.

It was a usual sunday morning. I got up and checked my social media. Then , I head to the kitchen and made myself a cup of coffee. While waiting for the coffee to brew , I set up my yoga mat and all that for later.

After doing my usual morning routine. I decided to clear up some things on my to-do list.

to-do list

- Yoga
- Pay your bills
- Get groceries
- Clean the house
- Reorganize closet and desk area
- Clean your bedroom

I went to pay my bills first then head to the grocery store as it's along the way. On the way to the grocery store , I bumped into someone and accidentally knocked over all their groceries. " I am so so sorry " I apologized. You lifted your head up only to see Hailey Bieber.

" OMG hi. I'm so sor- " before I could finish your sentence , Hailey slapped my to-do list off of my hands into the puddle. "excuse me. who do you think you are ? Well who cares what you think. I think you're a slut. All you do is snatch somebody elses boyfriend and ruin their relationship. don't think you're royalty just because you're with Shawn now. When it all goes down , I'll be here laughing at you. " she said. " hmph pathetic slut. " she added on and stormed away.

I didn't understand why she said that and what she meant by that. I walked in the grocery store feeling flustered and sad. For some reason , you just felt like crying. I immediately ran back home after and just forgetting about my to-do list that I had written this morning.

It was already 3 am , I couldn't sleep for , I was thinking about what had happened. I didn't want to tell Shawn about it as I didn't want to look petty and clingy. I tried to overcome it by myself but I just couldn't. today is the worst day of my life I thought.

I checked my instagram again before going back to bed to try to fall asleep. Shawn noticed that I was online on Instagram and Immediately texted you.

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IMESSAGE

bAbe 💍❤
hey
what are you doing up so late

Babygirl ❤
can't sleep

bAbe 💍❤
want me to come over ?
read 3:15 am

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I left Shawn on read because I didn't want him to see me crying. He knew something was wrong and immediately came over with my favourite box of chocolate ice cream. When he reached , I opened the door and instantly just broke down right infront of him.

I cried infront of him which made him felt really heartbroken. He dropped his things and hugged me. The warmth of his hug made me feel comfortable. Shawn brought me back to my room along with 2 spoons for the box of chocolate ice cream he bought. I told him about how my day went and what Hailey had said to you.

At this point , he was filled with rage and anger. He didn't want anyone to hurt me like that ever again.