song for chapter: i was made for loving you by tori kelly
{there is only one happiness in life, to love and to be loved}
Thursday
[MADISON]
"I'm so tired of this shit" I say as I plop down at our lunch table. They laugh at my frustration.
Except Ethan. He's been ignoring me all week. No eye rolls, no scoffs, just plain. Whenever I try to talk to him he just sits there with a plain face while Grayson apologizes.
I don't blame him though. I mean he's new, it must be hard. It's probably harder for him because of his lack of speaking.
I'm not complaining either. I've been thinking about what Alissa said all week. The more and more I think about it I just wonder what it would be like if we were together. What if we could fix each other? I doubt it though.
"What are you tired of?" Grayson laughed while throwing a blueberry at me.
"Okay one that was rude" I start. "And two this shit. I hate school, whoever made school better get ready to throw some rounds with me." I huff as I throw the blueberry back hitting right in between his eyes as he kian and Alissa laugh.
"Tell me about it. I'm just waiting for football tryouts." Kian said as I chuckle.
"There next week kian. I think you can wait." Alissa says while laughing.
"Whatever Alissa." Kian mumbles as he continues to eat.
"Wait tryouts are next week?" Grayson asks kian.
"Yea. You play?" He asks while doing the "boy nod".
"Yea, we both do." He says as my eyes move to Ethan.
Football? He doesn't look like a guy who would play football. But you can't just a book by its cover.
He looks at me as it feels like we're having a starring contest. I don't dare to look away and neither does he.
"Right Ethan?" Grayson speaks making him look away from me and to him.
"We were the captains in our old school?" He says while rolling his eyes at his lack of attention. Ethan nods as they continue to talk about guy shit.
"Hey, do you guys wanna go to my house after school? We could watch movies?" I ask while they nod.
"Yesss! You guys will love Madison's house, it's so cool." Alissa sequels as they laugh.
"I swear it's like your on cocaine every time I talk to you" Grayson laughs.
"Fuck You" she chuckles while flipping him off.
"Oh by the way josh grey invited me to a party Friday and said I could bring you guys." Kian speaks up.
"Aye first party of the year!" Alissa yells while others look at us strangely.
"Sounds fun." Grayson said.
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I turned on the tv before I heard a light k kick on the door. I hopped up of the grey silk couch and walked to the door making my ponytail sway back and fourth. I opened the door, revealing a crude looking Ethan. I raised an eye brow at him as he continued to stay boorish.
