~Not an average love story~

•Chapter 51•

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I didn't hurt myself or do Anything.
I just called myself names while looking in the mirror lashed out at my dad and cried myself to sleep.
I was such a mess.
I loved lar and all but it's just everything that has happened stuck with me like my scars on my hideous face.
Larry tells me there battle scars(beenawalrus ) But I think there just scars that a dog did to me.
If I wasn't like the way I was.
I would be nice.
Happy.
And most of all look normal.
I was raped.
Dirty whore...
I was abused.
It's your fault
I fell in love with Larry..
Faggot..
I tried to push the thoughts away but then mentioning Larry calling myself a faggot triggered me to picture Travis hanging there.
His pale face in a frown and his eyes pale.
His normal black eye darker than usual.
I wish I could of helped him..