Too Many Secrets

Chapter 12

King

No progress, no witnesses, no clues nothing. Nothing is what i could find. Nothing leading back too where Kay could be. I dont even know if she is still alive. I feel like less of a man. There was only so much one person could take.

I lost my girl, had too send my kids too live with their grandmother for safety and on top of all that one of my ex hoes just popped back up saying she pregnant with my child. Of course i denied it at first but i cant even lie like ian use too fuck her. Damn, its just too much. I never been this stressed in my life.

Too help with the stress problem, i started smoking more and more weed. But after a while the weed wasnt getting the job done. So i switched too crack cocaine. I know its bad, but its the only thing easing my pain right now. I just hope i can keep it under control. Who ever it was that took my girl was hella smart because i couldnt find her for shit.

I'll never stop looking for Kay, but right now i needed too deal with the task at hand  which was my kids and my new soon too be baby mamaa. This crack stuff had too stop. It was good that i still had respect out in the streets, so no one tried me. I needed too get my life straight, so that i could bring my kids back home and began raising them.

I still had too figure out something too tell the boys. So as i thought about that, i figured it was best too bring Kerry back into my home so that we could talk about how too raise this child. I called her up and told her too pack a bag for a few nights and too come so we could talk about it.

-----

Kerry

Yes. I knew my plan would work. It was perfect. There was no way King wouldnt take care of his child. I had all my pieces too the puzzle now all i had too do was put them together. Kay was gone and King was lonely and vunerable. This is where i come in at. It was now my time too come in and take his mind off of Kay.

When i got the call from King telling me too pack a bag and come ansd stay with him, i was estatic. It was all finally coming together. I just had too figure out a way too fake a pregnancy and make him forget about Kay. I had too strategize and do it perfectly.

Without hesitation i packed my bags and headed over too his house. When i arrived and he opened the door i could sense that he wasnt all the way there. He was physically there, but mentally he was somewhere else. I could see it in his eyes, they were bloodshot red.

He invited me in, without saying a word. He walked inside and sat at the table. We sat face too face for a few minutes before he finally spoke up.

"So youre pregnant. What we gonna do about it?" He asked.

"What do you mean what are we gonna do? We're gonna raise it."

He paused for a few seconds then replied. "Of course, but how?"

"King, you know i wanna be with you. This is our sign, it shows us that we are destined too be together."

He sat back into his seat and didnt evem respond. He was just staring off into space in deep thought. He was so deep in thought, that it looked as if he forgot i was there. It was very awkward and scary.

"Look King, im nearly one month pregnant.  which means we have atleast about 8 more months too prepare ourselves. Hopefully during this time we can figure out how to make our relationship work. For the sake of the child."

I waited for his response but he still contined too stare off into space. Then he began too twitch amd stratch. I knew he was having side effects from the crack. He finnaly looked at me and began too reply.

"Look, i gotta alot of shit going on right now and my head aint on straight. But you know ima take care of my child. Youre welcome too stay here so i can make sure you and my child are safe. But that relationship stuff, its dead. Im allowing you too stay. Just give me my space." and with that he got up and left the table.

I started too go after him, but i decided too give him his space for now. I had some research to do on how too fake a pregnancy.

----

King

Kerry was talking nonsense. She wasnt helping at all, and that relationship shit was out of the question. Me and her were never in a relationship she just always tried too make it one.

I needed someone too talk too. Someone to vent and tell all my problems too, someone that would help and be able too tell me exactly what to do. Blue and Marcus werent gonna get it. We hadnt been clicking ever since Kay left. So besides them, i knew exactly who too turn too.

Before i went over, i knew i had too get my head straight. I went into my drawer and pulled out the plasgic bag. I dipped my finger in and scooped some up, i then brought it too my nose and took it all in. Instantly i felt relief. I went too the bathroom too get myslef together, then i left.

When i arrived i stood on the front porch and rang the doorbell. Seconds later, she opened the door.

"Dorian, where have you been boy?"

I didnt respond i just looked at her. She instantly knew that something was wrong. She stepped aside and welcomed me in.

"How my boys doing?"

"Fine. They ask about you and thier mother everyday."

Hearing those words broke my heart. I bowed my head in defeat as my emotions got the best of me. My mom already knew what to do. She extended her arm signaling for me too lay on her shoulder and vent, which is exactly what i came here for.

I laid my head on her shoulder and released all of the emotions that had been stuck inside of me for the past month. I hadnt cried in years, but here i was a grown ass man crying like a baby. My heart hurt, i felt helpless and defeated. All i wanted was my girl back.

"Its gone be okay baby, its gone be alright. Look at me. You have me, Camaro, and Kamari right behind you every step of the way. Lets think, what is the one thing you have not tried yet?"

I thought about it. Then finally it clicked, Guwop. How could i not have thought of Guwop. I kne he was connected world wide and wouldnt have a problem with helping me. But being the man i was, i didnt want too call and ask his for help. It would also probably be bad for business. But now i had too swallow my pride and do what i had to do.

I looked at my mom and hugged her, thanking her for all that she did for me.

"Tell my boys i love them, but its not time too come home yet. Tell them give me two weeks and everything will be back oo normal. I love you mamaa. Thanks for everything."

"Hush, you know you mamaa's boy."

I laughed. She always had a way of making me smile through the toughest situations.

I left the house feeling a little better. I climbed into my car and pulled out my phone dialing the number.

"Guwop, .. i need some help man."

---------------------------------------------------

10+ votes

xoxo - K❤