Too Many Secrets

Chapter 18

Kay's P.O.V

Im still in shock. I just cant believe someone could be so long down and dirty. How could you take a mother from her new born child? The child that I birthed? The child I carried in my stomach? How could you live with yourself after knowing you caused someone so much pain?

I hadnt eaten, slept, bathe or anything since they took my child. I barely even wanted too breath. All I did was lie on this floor and cried. Everything was taken away from me. My life, my child, my freedom. I just didnt understand why.

I could never live a happy life for a long period of time. Something always happened. I had been dealing with hurt, pain, and abandonment my entire life. But why me? I never did nothing too nobody. I was just little ole'Kayla from the hood. Now im Kayla, grown and a mother of two but I couldnt keep my life straight.

I sat on the floor as i brought my knees up too my chest and held myself. I thought about how my life had changed. As I thought about it, my feelings went from sadness too anger. I was tired of crying. Crying didnt get me no where. Im tired of people taking advantage of me.

My heart was frozen solid. I had nothing too live or be thankful for. My kids, lover, freedom and sanity were gone. Its time i started treating others how they treat me. No one gave a fuck about my feelings. So it was about time I stopped giving a fuck about theirs.

I picked myself up off of the floor and walked over too the mirror. I could see the change in my appearance. I still had my pregnant belly, but it would soon go down. My eyes were red and puffy. I wiped my face and just looked at the women I had become. Im tired of this, it has too stop. The old Kay is gone now baby. Once a good girl goes bad, she's gone forever. I had alot of people too get back for fucking me over.

I walked into my ajointed bathroom and took a long hot shower. Shedding my last tear. I promised  myself that this would be my last time crying. It was time for me too stop crying for myself.  I finnally realized It wasnt helping. I had too get up off of my ass and make something happen. I gaurantee they gonna regret fucking with me. I had to do this. Not for me but for ny baby girl Karma.

I hoped out the shower and put on some tights, sneakers and a sports bra. I put my hair into a messy bun. I then began too grease my skin down. I had some business too handle. I now had my big girl shoes on. I finally realized that I was a grown ass woman, and I should be able too hold my own.

I looked at myseld in the mirror and couldnt help but too smile. I could see the hate ans anger in my eyes. I could feel all the rage boiling inside me just waiting yoo explode. I was bout too fuck some shit up, and i was gonna enjoy every second of it.

First off, was Lola. I never did shit too her. She had the nerve too push me into a wall knowing I was pregnant and said fuck my child. Nah, i wasnt going out like that. I was alsl amgry by the fact that I was still stuck in this house. It was big and beautiful, but it held and was the center of so many bad and ugly things.

I walked into the hallway and noticed Maria, and Isabella sitting in the room across from mine folding clothes. I gave them a look and it seemed as if they read my mind because they gave me the same look back. Isabella laughed and Maria winked at me. I knew then, that they were behind me 100 percent.

I then turned around and began destroying everything that was in my eyesight. I flipped tables and chairs. I broke glass and pictures. I threw things. I was doing everything and anything too get my anger out. So far it was working so I continued. I wanted this house to be destroyed when i got done with it. I continued up the hallway nearing Lola's room. Once she heard all the commotion she came into the hallway.

"What the hell is .. " before she could even finish her sentence my fist connected with her lip. I paused for a second too give her time too notice that it was me who had hit her. I wanted her too know who was beating her ass.

"Im not pregnant no more bitch."

She swung in my direction but missed. I then began hitting her left and right. In the midst of being hit she swung and got one good hit in. Then she lost her balance and fell. I took this  too my advantange and grabbed a handful of her hair. I then began dragging her up the hallway while continuing too beat her with my fist.

She screamed for me too let her go, but i wasnt trynna hear that. I continued dragging her all the way up the hallway until we reached the top of the staircase. The entire time i could hear Isabella and Maria chearing me on.

"You couldve killed my child bitch." I said too her. Then without giving it a second thought, i kicked her and watched as she rolled down the stairs. I then slowly walked too the bottom of the stairs. I looked her in her eyes and said

"This was for my daughter, Karma is spelled with a Kay bitch."

Just as i finished my sentence Chico came into the house. I stood there patiently and calmly right beside Lola.

"What the hell?!" He said aloud as he noticed what had happened.

He then walked over too me and grabbed my arm. "What the hell did you do?"

I pushed his hands off of me and slapped the shit out of him. I could tell that no one expected me too act the way i was, because he had the same look on his face that Lola did when i hit her.

He then looked at me in shock and grabbed me. "Who the hell do you think you are bitch? I'll kill your black ass before i let you disreepect me."

I coughed up as much saliva as i could and spit in his direction, but he moved just in time. "Fuck you Chico!"

He balled his fist and punched me harder than i had ever been punched before. I fell too the floor. He then grabbed me by my ankles and drug me all the way through the house and out the back door. By the time we got too the back door I had began too kick and scream again, but it was too no avail.

He reached down too grab me and pull me up, but before he could touch me i kicked him in his face. He loss his balance and fell too the ground. I then got up and began too run as fast as I could, but one of the gaurds caught me. Chico then caught up too me he grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder. He then threw me into the wooden cabin that was behind the house.

He threw me in so hard that I bumped my head on the wall and was knocked unconcious.

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