Player | Kim Taehyung

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Me and Taehyung are at a café right now. We're sitting next to each other since that's how we both sit while hanging out. I told him about acting like this is just a hangout but call it a date. He obviously agreed cuz I threatened him. Yes,I did.

We're sitting at a booth that's like far from the entrance cuz he said he loves privacy which is kinda odd. Taehyung is the type who loves it when girls stare at him in awe because he knows he's hot. Which is annoying for me. His self love is just something that I've never had in me.

I hate myself and that's a fact. But I didn't argue when he wanted to sit at the furthest booth that this café has. I just wanted to get this over with. I can't stand the fact that I'm on a date. I'm scared of love. I've always been scared which is why I reject every guy.

We ordered our food and I'm not so hungry so I ordered a slice of chocolate cake and a cup of coffee. "So I have a question." He look at me with a smile waiting for me to ask what I want to ask. I'm actually really nervous right now. Not because of the idea that Taehyung is beside me but the idea that I'm on a date with my best friend.

"Why did you dare me to go on a date with me?" Before he could answer,our food arrived. Well,this café decided to be efficient at the wrong time. Their service are usually not this efficient all along. Why now for fuck's sake? Taehyung smiled excitingly as he saw the food in front of him.

How cute and annoying. "Can I answer that after we eat? This food is really making me excited." I smiled as I nodded. I eat my cake with an uneasy feeling. I keep on wondering about the same thing eventhough Sohye told me to just chill about it. I can't,okay? I'm scared of something new like this.
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Taehyung finally finished his food while mine is barely touched. I'm just really scared and I'm sure you've known that since I've been repeating the same thing. I'm sorry,okay? "So to answer your question. I have a confession to make." My heart started beating even faster.

He look into my eyes while I do the same. What is he gonna confess? "I actually like you. Like the romantic kinda way." I'm shocked and confused. What is he saying? I look at him in confusion but not the stupid kind of confused more like the serious one. "You literally told me that you liked Min So Hee. I didn't think you were being serious when you told me you lost interest in her."

I chuckled nervously. I'm still shocked right now. "Well,I was just joking. I was preparing myself to confess to you when I told you I was going to ask Min So Hee out. But then when I go to your house,I decided to confess to you during a perfect moment. Like this one." He smile at me as he bit his bottom lip.

Well,this is not a perfect moment for me. This is the most uncomfortable and shocking moment for me eventhough it doesn't seem like it since I don't react to literally anything. I look away from him and drink my coffee while we both sit in silence. I put down my coffee as I feel some foam from the coffee on my lip.

I was about to wipe it but then Taehyung leaned in and without a warning,he kissed my lips as he lick the foam. My eyes widen as he continue to kiss me. It doesn't feel right. It feels uncomfortable. I pushed Taehyung away and packed my things before running out.

Holy fuck. My best friend just kissed me. The worst thing is,that's my first ever kiss. I don't want my first kiss to be given away to a guy that I don't like. I don't like Taehyung that way. Why did he fucking do that? Why is he so fucking desperate? Ugh,now my Saturday is ruined. And the following days are ruined as well.

Love,Chips167.